YO!

hey, well in the past week some stuff has went on! I dyed my hair today.. it has blonde streaks in it! darrells home all week! .. and he was at church today! i notice less and less people seem to come to church lately, usually lily comes,but she was sick today so i was all by myself!!!. oh well, sometimes it can be good.. but yeah! .. something else that went on this week...... i went to jess's on friday and stayed the night! there was hayley,rica,cathreine,emma,jess&me there! it was so fun! yeah, somthing else that went on?? well, dan was home last week and preached at church! and murrays preching april 2nd! woot woot. welll anywho, other then that, ive had school, so i must go finish my project, kay? cya!


much love♥ chelso

March Break!

woot! its march break! and im SO glad! .. cept this one hasent been going my way! Im sick! .. but im still doing my best to enjoy the 9 days off.. yup! I went to a UNB Game Yesterday With Lily, Ashlee, And Mackenzie! .. And other people, yeah! it was funn! but i have never herd ashlee scream so loud in my life!.. well maybe i have?.. anywho! I watched the notebook today.. and suprizenly for the first time.. never actually got around to watching it.. I Also watched harry potter.. IT WAS AWESOME!! .. yeah.. got it on dvd yesterday *woot* .. yupp! thats all that has been going on in my march break! dont think anyone reads this, porbably not, but i post anyway! so goodbye!

chelsey! .

happy march!

Hey Y'all! tomorrow is my blogs birthday! yes sir! if you look back to like a centrey ago when i didn't really have an iteresting life.. it was born march 2nd! whitch is tomorrow! yes! its march and I feel great! basketball season got over yesterday! I think we played a pretty good tournament! I got my first.. *(and last)* point yesterday! whitch made me pretty happy! yes sir! anywho.. volley ball is next! Ive been swamped lately with allota stuff! sceince fair is tomorrow! bowling with the school friday! then March Break! [Finally!].. Before you know it summer will be here and boy i can't wait! summer 06 will be the best for sho!

chelso;

when i go down by relient K

you dont know how much this song resembles me! just read the lyrics

I'll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
The way I'm powerless
To dictate my own moods
I've thrown away
So many things that could've been much more
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works
When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some disregaurd
When I go down
It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
If and when I can
Clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
Into a place where Peace can search me out and find
That I'm so ready to be found
I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
So many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find the end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not that way it works
When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some disregaurd
When I go down
It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
Any control I thought I had just slipped through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet You love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do You make it light
As I exhale I hear Your voice
And I answer You, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's a fallen man's praise
Cause I love You
Oh God, I love You
And life is now worth living
If only because of You
And when they say that I am dead and gone
It won't be further from the truth
When I go down
I lift my eyes to You
I won't look very far
Cause You'll be there
With open arms
To lift me up again
To lift me up again

ola again! .. well this is the "kv cyotes" playing bball at the nackawic tournie! it was funn.. i enjoyed it!!!

peace! *

chellers

ola! well this is me just recently! with my two most favroite things in the WORLD! lol, yes thats right, Pepsi & Toronto Maple Leafs! pretty nice eh! lol

hey!

well I havent written in this for a while, so hello! lol, well how are you fellow readers? I am pretty good right now!!! right now hence, lately has been pretty...weird... hectic if you will, But basketball is the best! out of a hole of 2 games, we've won..one!! yay! at keswick ridge! yay! and stuff.. well i dont know what to write really.. um.. I went to Jessicas birthday party yeaterday, and then i went shopping.. and got a sweater! lol AE ! anywho,yeah, well i best be off!

later

chelso

Pieces* [Sum 41]

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
On my own.
Ahh!
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

Happy New Year!

Well its 2006 and boy im Happy! i celabreated new years awesome! with my friend Jessica! it was great! we had coke and we even got it on camara! lol

im s happy its finally 2006, i can get a new start! and try to achive sme of my "new years resulations" for the year, im looking forward to the new year ahead of me!:)

Well i better be off! Happy 2006 Everyone!

Chelsey

happy

today! i'm gunna put the happy parts of my day!! :D well yesterday was our christmas concert with the church! (BCCOC) And since Dan, aka (spiderdan) Ben. Janelle,& Darrell were home! they came!:D so we all got to see them! (ive missed you guyz!:) )..hahaha.. yeah. anywho! it was all funn! we did the hole christmas cncert thing,i was the sheppard type thing. after has some punch! i drank 2 pints of punch! Lol! great funn.. we laughed and talked and ...i wore my canadien socks.. actually.. they were dans canadien socks.. .. well they were mine. but now dans.. but don't worry dan.. I wished them first!(y) ANYWHO!!!! youth group was just.. a couple minutes ago.. well... like an hour ago.... but... yeah... not that much off eh? WELL MY POINT IS!! we watched a HILARIOUS! video that Dan Brought called BANANAS!!! hahaha.. bananas! .. i thought i was gunna bust my side from laughing i was in to tears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so yeah! its been a great weekend! my moms party was saturday.. yah.. bye

Merry Christmas!!! :)

ugh

its been a while.. im not in a good mood.. at all.. todays been a BAD DAY

the well's runnin dry
this is it
i suppose novelty does wear off
i've lost count of the times i said "it's said & done"..
of the times i laughed it off saying "i'm ok"
now i know for realit's high time to be done with that One last cryand put a full stop to all the self deniali know it ain't easy
when smiling feels like I must wear this lonely maskit hurts deep insideand I just cannot hidegod knows why the heart aches like crazy
been running in circles
for the memories left behind
silly fool i am
to still be holding on
you said you'll be there whenever i need you
tell me
where the heck are you now
or was it the words i didn't say
i never thought you'd be so cruel
once my tree my sun
now you're obviously next to nothing
my smile is but a conjured one
what others don't see is the overwhelming pain swelling from within
as i'm writing this
i can't help but berate my naive self
i'm crumbling badly
but you won't know
no i won't allow that
if loving you is all that means to mewhen being happy is all I hope you'd be
then loving you must mean I really have to set you freeit's all or nothingwe'll be one or noneright now you need to know that I cannot begin againafter what just happenedthis ain't no tv showi've given full my heartonly it's completely broke
so,
don't you come around no more
don't come bringing me downtossin' and turnin'my smile's upside downdon't call me on the phonedon't come asking after me
i'm not okay & i don't wish to feign any pretense
though the prayers for you i'll silently keepmark good my wordsi'll walk away for god..shortly after this last cry.

Hey there!

heyhey! well its been a while sinces ive blogged! nothing really has been happening i just forgot about this thing.. but today I got an email saying someones signed me blog!! And i was like.. what blog?? what.. So yeah!! anywho.. Bye!



GO LEAFS GO!!

..i need help..

so much has happened in the past couple weeks.. ive have never been so depressed, sad, and argry in my life. so much has happened in the past couple weeks and I still wonder why everything always has to happen at once .. maybe its just my bad couple of weeks.. or maybe im doomed to be like this for the rest of my life.. but when stuff like this happens nothing sounds better then to just sit in your room , breakdown and cry!!! .. its not so much That I Havent asked for help.. I have.. and what i get for a responce? A Big Nothing.. but ohwell.. I guess its better to be alone & cry by yourself anyway.. right?

Angel

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight
(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

I always loved this song.. now it has a new meaning to me.. and it means so much more.. ♥

Depressed Again

It's been a bad day
I'm getting used to it now
another sad day
I'd cry but I dunno how
I'm drowning in thoughts
of how things used to be
my chest was shut tight
complete w/ purity
It's out in the open
should've kept to myself
I'll learn from mistakes
take my heart off the shelf
my soul has now fled
it's my body alone
and it's far too much hurt
for my heart to come home
I give it up now
there's no way to win
w/o you here
my world still spins
It's been a bad day
I'll try to let it not show
another sad day
and I'm just letting go....

And the days gets colder.

and I get older.

and I have no shoulder.

to cry on.

and I cant seem to

let go.

.::me now!::.

.::

.::sick of it!::.

yes my fellow readers! it is that time again. the time where chelsey Is.. very sick!. yes. and I am sick ofbeing sick! my head and ears hurt.. I can't move. my throats killing me. and all that wonderful crap.. but in other news!

soccer season started and Im TOATALLY PUMPED!!!! and I mean taoallyy.. yeah! woah thats like one line? cool.

yeah! Well its 9:30 exactly and Im gunna go to bed.. Maybe it will make me betetr., who knows..

Cya! wow short blog

chel♥

♥♥I love you♥♥ people that actually read my bl.. *hack* sneeze* cough* ..."thump"

.*.

well. there is now 1 more day left of summer vastion. Boy the summer went by so fast! It seems like only yesterday it was summer fest. end of the year school actiividies. the pageant! . the last dance. crying. Laffing at what idiots we were. all that funn stuff! then the first of summer vactaion! tanning. camping. getting water up your nose. swalloing bucket club water. and getting threatened to be beat up beind the bathroom stalls .and I wont mention any names..*cough* *cough* DAN! haha. it was all great funn and Enjoyable. What an awesome summer And Now I'll Be Going Inot grade 8! and before you know it high school! wow. little. tall. chelsey is growing up so fast isent she? well I guess I am. Todays dans last sunday! and we all hate to see him leave. but Hey! its not the end of time or anything. Im sure next summer will be even more awesome considering SPIDERMAN 3 is coming out and Im so toatally Pumped!. Well school starts in two days!. . Woah. yeah. Well. talk to you later

Chelsey