happy

today! i'm gunna put the happy parts of my day!! :D well yesterday was our christmas concert with the church! (BCCOC) And since Dan, aka (spiderdan) Ben. Janelle,& Darrell were home! they came!:D so we all got to see them! (ive missed you guyz!:) )..hahaha.. yeah. anywho! it was all funn! we did the hole christmas cncert thing,i was the sheppard type thing. after has some punch! i drank 2 pints of punch! Lol! great funn.. we laughed and talked and ...i wore my canadien socks.. actually.. they were dans canadien socks.. .. well they were mine. but now dans.. but don't worry dan.. I wished them first!(y) ANYWHO!!!! youth group was just.. a couple minutes ago.. well... like an hour ago.... but... yeah... not that much off eh? WELL MY POINT IS!! we watched a HILARIOUS! video that Dan Brought called BANANAS!!! hahaha.. bananas! .. i thought i was gunna bust my side from laughing i was in to tears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so yeah! its been a great weekend! my moms party was saturday.. yah.. bye

Merry Christmas!!! :)

ugh

its been a while.. im not in a good mood.. at all.. todays been a BAD DAY

the well's runnin dry
this is it
i suppose novelty does wear off
i've lost count of the times i said "it's said & done"..
of the times i laughed it off saying "i'm ok"
now i know for realit's high time to be done with that One last cryand put a full stop to all the self deniali know it ain't easy
when smiling feels like I must wear this lonely maskit hurts deep insideand I just cannot hidegod knows why the heart aches like crazy
been running in circles
for the memories left behind
silly fool i am
to still be holding on
you said you'll be there whenever i need you
tell me
where the heck are you now
or was it the words i didn't say
i never thought you'd be so cruel
once my tree my sun
now you're obviously next to nothing
my smile is but a conjured one
what others don't see is the overwhelming pain swelling from within
as i'm writing this
i can't help but berate my naive self
i'm crumbling badly
but you won't know
no i won't allow that
if loving you is all that means to mewhen being happy is all I hope you'd be
then loving you must mean I really have to set you freeit's all or nothingwe'll be one or noneright now you need to know that I cannot begin againafter what just happenedthis ain't no tv showi've given full my heartonly it's completely broke
so,
don't you come around no more
don't come bringing me downtossin' and turnin'my smile's upside downdon't call me on the phonedon't come asking after me
i'm not okay & i don't wish to feign any pretense
though the prayers for you i'll silently keepmark good my wordsi'll walk away for god..shortly after this last cry.

Hey there!

heyhey! well its been a while sinces ive blogged! nothing really has been happening i just forgot about this thing.. but today I got an email saying someones signed me blog!! And i was like.. what blog?? what.. So yeah!! anywho.. Bye!



GO LEAFS GO!!

..i need help..

so much has happened in the past couple weeks.. ive have never been so depressed, sad, and argry in my life. so much has happened in the past couple weeks and I still wonder why everything always has to happen at once .. maybe its just my bad couple of weeks.. or maybe im doomed to be like this for the rest of my life.. but when stuff like this happens nothing sounds better then to just sit in your room , breakdown and cry!!! .. its not so much That I Havent asked for help.. I have.. and what i get for a responce? A Big Nothing.. but ohwell.. I guess its better to be alone & cry by yourself anyway.. right?

Angel

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight
(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
(Chorus)
In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

I always loved this song.. now it has a new meaning to me.. and it means so much more.. ♥

Depressed Again

It's been a bad day
I'm getting used to it now
another sad day
I'd cry but I dunno how
I'm drowning in thoughts
of how things used to be
my chest was shut tight
complete w/ purity
It's out in the open
should've kept to myself
I'll learn from mistakes
take my heart off the shelf
my soul has now fled
it's my body alone
and it's far too much hurt
for my heart to come home
I give it up now
there's no way to win
w/o you here
my world still spins
It's been a bad day
I'll try to let it not show
another sad day
and I'm just letting go....

And the days gets colder.

and I get older.

and I have no shoulder.

to cry on.

and I cant seem to

let go.

.::me now!::.

.::

.::sick of it!::.

yes my fellow readers! it is that time again. the time where chelsey Is.. very sick!. yes. and I am sick ofbeing sick! my head and ears hurt.. I can't move. my throats killing me. and all that wonderful crap.. but in other news!

soccer season started and Im TOATALLY PUMPED!!!! and I mean taoallyy.. yeah! woah thats like one line? cool.

yeah! Well its 9:30 exactly and Im gunna go to bed.. Maybe it will make me betetr., who knows..

Cya! wow short blog

chel♥

♥♥I love you♥♥ people that actually read my bl.. *hack* sneeze* cough* ..."thump"

.*.

well. there is now 1 more day left of summer vastion. Boy the summer went by so fast! It seems like only yesterday it was summer fest. end of the year school actiividies. the pageant! . the last dance. crying. Laffing at what idiots we were. all that funn stuff! then the first of summer vactaion! tanning. camping. getting water up your nose. swalloing bucket club water. and getting threatened to be beat up beind the bathroom stalls .and I wont mention any names..*cough* *cough* DAN! haha. it was all great funn and Enjoyable. What an awesome summer And Now I'll Be Going Inot grade 8! and before you know it high school! wow. little. tall. chelsey is growing up so fast isent she? well I guess I am. Todays dans last sunday! and we all hate to see him leave. but Hey! its not the end of time or anything. Im sure next summer will be even more awesome considering SPIDERMAN 3 is coming out and Im so toatally Pumped!. Well school starts in two days!. . Woah. yeah. Well. talk to you later

Chelsey

.Make Poverty History.

Im serious its insane

how big poverty is in

africa and places like

that! we gotta put a stop

to it. its nuts!!

AHHH!!

OKAY! your probbly wodnering whitch is most likely what is worng with miss chelsey now? Why is she always doing this and why Is she acting the way she is!. Im just not happy with my self and I Am beating myself up for it now I may not be the most popular girl in any place And I may not have as many prolbems and I may not Be A Crazy Slut That dates Tons Of Guyz! I May not be a Toatally Perfect Christian That Focases There Lives On God! But You Know! I Try And Just Becuase I Dont Get It At First Dosent Make Me Any Worse Or Any Better Then ANyone And The Way People Are Acting Lately Just Makes Me Wanna Punch There Lights Out! But Thats Not All This Is About You Know I May Not Be Smart,I May Not Be Hott Or Pretty Or Anything Like That,But Honestly People semd sp much time on that they dont even relaize the one true goal in life,now it makes me feel really alone knowing I may be the only turly "focased" christian in maybe my grade. well Im probably not but it sure seems like it by the way People are acting lately and it makes me Sick! but it doesnt make me feel any better! No it does not. now the usual reaction from most fellow christians would be to PRAY About it And Let god forgive all your sins! well let me tell you somthing Mr Or Mrs I Think I Know Everything!Ive done that! lots And It dosent make me feel any better.. maybe it dose at times but there are those things you just wanna scream about and rip out your hair cause you know things gotta change but you really dont want them to!I seroulsly if I could I would just go 2 sleep and never wake up.that suicide stuff is a bunch of crap I just wanna Be a normal person! I dont wanna deal with life and I really dont wanna deal with I know is gunna happen soon.. ad no it is not school,it is not summer being gone and it is not dan&janelle leaving. I just wanna Have one normal Day is that too much to ask? I just wanna Not have a day without having to go into my room and cry until I start Hacking! Is that too much to ask? Is it? I Guess It Is..I Just Wanna Get Away From This Place..Forever.. And I May Be Alone.. but atleast I wouldent Have to put up with this crap.Im sick of this.how people treat me just because I seem quite,or how guyz push me around cause they think Im weak calling me stuff i dont even wanna say. I just wanna .scream!!!!!!!!

chelsey

no title

nothing seems right anymore!there may look like theres ntohing worng behind these sweet innocent nothings ever wrong with me eyes .but really if you think that you dont know a single thing about me do yah now? cause really EVERYTHINGS wrong!and your probably thinking.,shes got nothing to worry about. but you don't know that do you?cause there are things right now i just dont really wanna deal with but i guess i gotta sometime.that i just want to GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE CAUSE I WANT EVERYTHING TO STAY PUT!.i may not have much to you people out there to deal with but for me its enough .its pretty hard to deal with but I know i gotta LET Go and stop complaining like this? this is not gunna do anything yet alone crying or shoving it in somebodys face! none of that will make the prolbem or the thing any better or make it any worse.it'll just do nothing!now your probably wondering? what the frigg is she talking about! well obviously I am not going to tell you! and now really all i wanna do is break down and cry! but is that going to happen? no it is not! cause all your gunna see me o is fake a smile and go on with my day?I mean you'd probably never know I am like this. until you read this very entry! I mean .somtimes I just ask.Why God? why? . I know i was young but why? why? and why now God? why now? Please.Dont.And Goodnight.

~*cHeLsEy*~

.They Will Know We Are Christians By Our Love.

We are one in the Spirit
We are one in the Lord
We are one in the Spirit
We are one in the Lord
And we pray that all unity
May one day be restored
And they’ll know we are Christians
By our love, By our love
Yes, they’ll know we are Christians
By our love
We will walk with each other
We will walk hand in hand
We will walk with each other
We will walk hand in hand
And together we’ll spread the news
That God is in our land
All praise to the Father
From whom all things come
And all praise to Christ Jesus His only son
And all praise to the Spirit
Who makes us one
Make us one, Lord!
Make us one, Lord!

Best Friend In The World

Everybody needs a best friend in this world
We all need one good thing in this cruel cruel world
That we can count on all of our lives
You sounded so alone last night and I could not help but cry
I wanted to reach out to you and just make everything all right
I wish that I could show you just how much I truly care
All my life I promise to be there
I would be your best friend in the world
I would be the one true thing in this untrue world
And I will hold you all through the night
I will be the best friend to you girl
You can tell me all those things that you can’t tell the world
And I will listen all through the night
I would’ve given anything just to wipe all your tears away
I would’ve walked for miles and miles all you had to do was say
If you needed me by morning light, know that I’m on my way
Cause all my life I promise to be there
Cause I would be your best friend in the world
I would be the one good thing in this cruel cruel world
That you can count on all of your life
I will be the best friend to you girl
You can show me all those things that you hide from the world
And I will be here for the rest of your life
When life’s hard to understand
I’m gonna reach out my hand to you
Hold on and you’ll see how much I care
Cause everybody needs a best friend in this world
We all need one good thing in this cruel cruel world
That we can count on all of our lives
Cause I wanna be the best friend in the world
I wanna be the one true thing in this untrue world
Yes I will hold you all through the night
I wanna be the best friend to you girl
Can I be the one good thing in this cruel cruel world
Yes I will be here for the rest of your life

how could this happen to me.

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold on
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

so yes!

well tomorrow my family and I are heading over to old home week! we are staying at a camp site near by and are gunna be there the hole weekend! go no sum rides, go to the dirby! its a thing we do usually every year! my grand parents are there and some other relatives! its usually really funn! Im very excited and it'll give me some time to relax! and maybe finish that stupid book that never seems to end!!!

today hasent been as bust as it was suppose to be,considering i really got up at 12:00 and most the stuff was already done!:) hehe. ive really spent the day.packing so its been a good day so far!

In other wonderful and not so exciting news!:as you all know hockey is BACK! and i am so pumped for it this year!not only for the Crappy NHL But For UNB!..atleast there a hockey team in town and im so toatally excited!hehe!

well I hope you enjoyed your stay here! theres not much else to say! today has been pretty normal.. not many people sign this thing.. well.. dan:S..But still leave me a comment!

The media

man,the media out there us crazy today!,having to look a certian way. now i dont really have "the look" out there,I Dont have the body the face the breasts,but its crazy how people out there think you have to have that image to be a somebody! you do not have to look a certian way to be a somebody, You can't control the way people think But COme On!!! its starting to draw the line of where it should stop,i mean they already crossed the line,from where they are you can't even see line!. I think its so stupid! but I mean what can I do?Im only a kid,i can't control the way people think,what they do,the way they treat people,i just think its stupid!..

In other happy news! I'm giving myself a choice of two new teams to go for! Bosten or the oilers! Tmls.. Nah.. Canadains..Nah.. I Wanna go for somthing different.. but i do not know who.. meh.. oh well.. its only hockey.. GO UNB!!!!!!!!!!! peace out!

Im your beloved

Lord it was you
who created the heveans
Lord it was your hand
That put the stars in their place
Lord it was your voice
That commands the morning
even oceans and their waves
bow at your feet
Lord who am I
compared to your glory Oh Lord
Lord who am I compared to your majasty

Chorus
I'm your beloved
Your creation
and you love me as I am
You have called me chosen
for your kingdom
Unashamed to call me your own
I'm your beloved

Lord it was you
Who created the heavans
Lord it was your hand
that put the stars in their place
Lord it was your voice
that commands the morning
even oceans and their waves
bow at your feet

Lord who am I
Compared to glory Oh Lord
Lord who am I
Compared to your majasty

I'm your beloved
Your creation
and you love me as I am
You have called me chosen
for your kingdom
Unashamed to call me your own
I'm your beloved

I am your beloved one
oh yea
one you've called chosen
woa woa
I'm your beloved
Your Creation
and you love me as i am
you have called me chosen for your kingdom
Unashamed to call me your own I'm your beloved

perfect

Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think i'm wasting my time Doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

Can't pretend that I'm all right and you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing last forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and we can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all Nothing last forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and we can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you

But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be

perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard Just to talk to you

But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and We can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

a new day!

its a new day! a new day to start off with christ and his wonderful christian world! it just makes you feel amazing how someone like that could love.. millions of people.. SO MUCH.. it astounds me greatly! so today is sunday! church got cancelled because of MCF and tomorrow theres The X! my favriote thing of all times to do in the summer! and all year!. I Am Totally pumped for VBS next week! A wonderful rpogram that I Luckly get to be a apart of and Im toatally PuMpEd! its my first time being in an actaul site.. so.. its all new to me and very exciting!. Hopfully God's Word Will Get through to the younger kids and as they get older be smore excitied To have a relation ship with god and get baptised into him!:)though Im only a kid myself!.. Theres always hope that maybe I can change a life.. though .. You never knnooowww!!.

well this week has been full of wonderful suprizes! and this summers turning out great! and.. Im going camping this weekend in Wookstock!..*YeS!*..haha! I really can't wait! Sometimes you really just need to get away from it all.. schools starting soon too!.. Mixed emotions about that now.. And now I Must Be off!

later

chelsey

You Just Dont Understand!

[What will people thinkWhen they hear that I'm a Jesus Freak?What will people doWhen they find that's it's true?] Separated, I cut myself cleanFrom a past that comes back in my darkest of dreamsBeen apprehended by a spiritual forceAnd a grace that replaced all the me I've divorced I saw a man with tat on his big fat bellyIt wiggled around like marmalade jellyIt took me a while to catch what it saidCause I had to match the rhythmOf his belly with my head'Jesus Saves' is what it raved in a typical tattoo greenHe stood on a box in the middle of the cityAnd claimed he had a dream (chorus)What will people thinkWhen they hear that I'm a Jesus freakWhat will people do when they find that it's trueI don't really care if they label me a Jesus freakThere ain't no disguising the truth Kamikaze, my death is gainI've been marked by my MakerA peculiar displayThe high and lofty, they see me as weakCause I won't live and die for the power they seek There was a man from the desert with naps in his headThe sand that he walked was also his bedThe words that he spoke made the people assumeThere wasn't too much left in the upper roomWith skins on his back and hair on his faceThey thought he was strange by the locusts he ateThe Pharisees tripped when they heard him speakUntil the king took the head of this Jesus freak (repeat chorus 2x) People say I'm strange, does it make me a strangerMy best friend was born in a mangerPeople say I'm strange, does it make me a strangerThat my best friend was born in a manger (repeat chorus 2x) What will people think[What will people think]What will people do[What will people do]I don't really care[What else can I say]There ain't no disguising the truth[Jesus is the way]

H

Theres so much going on out there that we cannot control,though we wish we could ,we can't,theres so much that were lucky to have and lucky that we do have considering the way some people Just Act like its nothing,I mean i feel so lucky to have,family friends,and a life where theres some people out there who has,No family,no friends,and pretty much no life,Pretty Much Nothing..

While Us in canada,were lucky cuz we dont have to defend ourselfs of wonder When that next bombs gunna hit us..if its safe to take a walk or go to the supermarket or store Or anything,were so lucky cuz we have a free conutry that we live in and were Just so lucky!

Now..we are so lucky to have what we have. yet we all want more!.(this is for me too!!!) were just not happy with what we have,whitch I toatally dont get cuz we always learn how much we love something or someone,when there gone.

Some People Lose There Loved Ones Becuase of an accident or there very sick.for people in the states,becuase of war! fighting for there conutry, its so sad how london was bombed like that,I dunno the hole story,but its just so sad!

While Im writing this,There is just sum people that it dosent seem that there happy with what they have!.. we all gotta be thankful were not dead right now and God blessed us to have a Free Conutry!.. I mean.Would you give your tomorrow.to protect your co0nutry?!.We shouldent reemember these people on remembernce day! we should remember them.Everyday! We love Peace!

cya!

Chelsey

its all gone

well thurday.. i finally got rid of sum of that hair that was weighing my self down.. now i dont mean to seem like sum1 whos complaining because of a lousey hair cut.. but I really dont like it that much.. I was actually crying over it.. but then i suddnly realized afterwards.. that lifes gunna go on.. its just hair.. its not like i lost an arm or sumthin.. so Now!.. Im just writing about sumthin pointless! Yay! and your probably thinkin.. she has prolbems.. whitch is actually what I do have.. So Good for you figuring out the screwed up Mind of.. Me.. Yes.. Me... now.. hmm.. good news??

Well i actually attended darells grad party today!!!.. it was very enjoyable!.. so.. Yah.. Man i put alot of these dots dont I??

In closing.. The lesson of this hole blog is..

when in doubt.. Chicken out..

Cya!!

hey

well once again,another boring day in the gilbert house..hmm.. maybe I'll do House work! NOT! im toatally into harry potter right now trying to finish up the fourth book.. (well get half way through) i started readin it last night the Books are so much better then the movie i tell yah!!.. hopefully i can finish all the books by the end of the summer!! since of course katelyn has all of them!*:D* and yah!!.. I know.. its sad.I Havent gotten up to the sixth book yet!..oh well..

In other news! VOTE CASEY TO BE THE NEXT CANDADIAN IDOL!!. the people on there may not like her but we gotta prove them wrong! GOOD LUCK CASEY!:):):):):)

Wow..this blog is really short..well i must be off to go read HARRY POTTER! Cya!!*<3*

MoI

»ME! I look Like im sunburt!lmAo!HahAhAhA!:)<3«

I GIVE UP!!

Toronto

Canadaians??

Or

NEITHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GIVE UP!! .. i give up on freaking hockey!!!.. TML's.. lets face it.. there lazy.. there never gunna win..but the canadains.. there too coky!!.. and lets face it when i say..just because they won the stanley cup..DOSENT MEAN THERE THE BEST!!..so.. i go..for NO team.. I am gunna watch the hockey but as long as the canadains are cocky and the TMLs Suck.. its gunna be a loong time before this girl is a beliver in one or the other!!..okay.. and i mean everybodys lost faith in the TMLS, If they would get off there lazy butts and actually pratice maybe they would actually be sumwhere but no.. they have to try as little as they can and get paid More then a job at mcdonalds my friend!.. so there you go..yah your probably thinkin.. now shes not faithful in the TMLS.. and im glad you think so.. cuz they havent made me proud! and thwy havent done anything to make me belive in them!! Okay! thats my vent! haha.. I GO FOR NO1!!!Post what you think of this hole deal! Speak the truth to the crazy girl!!! CYA!

The Amazing Spiderdan! :)Your the best!:)

.

Spiderdan.. wow.. where to start?!..well.. i havent known dan for that long..but ever since I met him "Whitch techanlly I didn't" I thought he was the coolest Guy Ever!!.. Because 1.. The way he was so excited to be a christian and 2]becuase he had long hair whitch i don't really see much..then or now!.. so i just thought he was.. Awesome! and then me bragging around at school.. "I KNOW DAN FOREMAN!".."Whos That?"..
"A REALLY COOL GUY!,HES AWESOME!"..yah.. i know.. I lied!! but..uh..thats not okay.. But anyways!!!.. Yah.. Dan To me still is the coolest guy you'll ever meet.. though sumtimes.....haha! Just jokin!! but he has the heart of a giant!.Is always there for everybody!.. Dans really been a big infulence In my life Since.. Grade 6!! I mean Now.. Im a faithful attender Of The BCCOC! Im baptised! and I feel like thats the best descion Ive ever made in my life! And I mean its not like dan convinced me to go to church! its not Like he Convinced me to become a christian!!.. He modavatied me! gave me confidence! Him and all the church! behind me all the way.. and boy can I tell you..its the most amazing feeling you'll ever get.. I Love my church family very much and I wouldent trade them for the world!.. it feels wonderful!..:).. And makes me So Happy! So now.. as I lave you guyz..I'd Mean Gurls I'd mean.. as im talking to myself right now! That Dan Is Truly The Best! And As Long as I have him and my church family supporting on the rest of my journy! This Christians Unstoppable!! Cee you guyz later!

cute

my kitty,whiskers, Hes 2 Years old, with grey n white fur, I Got whiskers from my BFF whitch now lives in alberta, buts coming home this summer!:D.. yah.. I Got whiskers when he qwas 8 weeks old, as old as he should be for when the kittens ready to leave the mother, alothough he was 8 weeks old, he looked about 5 weeks,not well fed, really small,looked as if it could barley run,he ate mostly dog food his hole 8 weeks, it was a miracle when i got him,cuz his mother,and brothers and sisters,dided and hes the only one left.the way it went was since they lived outside , she said that i could catch two and keep them,But i only caught one, whitch was whiskers,the only kitty that didn't try to hurt me, I Had a feeling this cat was gunna last a long time,on the way home i held him since he wouldent keep his little mouth shut in the box we had him in!.. so we took him home,he ate as if he hadent ate a dicecent meal in weeks,but.my kittys still around to this day,my baby,my best friend, The most loveable cat and cutest cat you'll ever see,and trust me when i say,this cat won't be going anywhere for a while!:)

if thats what it takes

You say you fell out of love, with no place to stand
You say your heart's on the mend, from a broken romance
You say you don't want to trust, because it hurts too much
And you think I'd never understand
Tell me what have I got to do, to make a believer of you
CHORUS:
Do I have turn water into wine, turn some stones into bread
Do I have to paint my heart across the sky, in a blazing shade of red
Do I have to push the sun into the sea, to make you fall in love with me
OH, If that's what it takes, then let it be
You say you don't need my love, but I know it's a lie
You say I shouldn't even try
Tell me what have I got to lose, to make a believer of you
CHORUS:

Do I have turn water into wine, turn some stones into breadDo I have to paint my heart across the sky, in a blazing shade of redDo I have to push the sun into the sea, to make you fall in love with meOH, If that's what it takes, then let it be
Let it be
You need me to turn the tide of your ocean
Let me set your heart back into motion
OOH yeah
CHORUS:

Do I have turn water into wine, turn some stones into breadDo I have to paint my heart across the sky, in a blazing shade of redDo I have to push the sun into the sea, to make you fall in love with meOH, If that's what it takes, then let it be
Let it be yeah
Do I have to turn water into wine
If that's what it takes, if that's what it takes
Swim the deepest ocean, climb the highest mountain
If that's what it takes, if that's what it takes
OHH ohh
If that's what it takes, if that's what it takes
Ohh yeah
If that's what it takes, if that's what it takes

those lyrics are pretty powerful! it really makes you think what he would do for you...think about it...

Wiskey!

Aww!this is my cutie whiskers!this isent the best pic of him but there will be more i promise!:)

Helo there

well i just got bak From Camping at great bear..well let me tell you this..ALWAYS WEAR SUNSCREEN!..im burnt..i hurt.. and i can barley move my arm! But yah! i had alot of funn!!And i met alot of peopl!and plenty of insiders!:).."Its a shootin star! wow..my firsst shootin star..."Chelsey..Thats A Firefly" LMAO! hehe.. well i best be off.. Later Gaters!CYAAAAAAAAAAAA wouldent wanna BEEE YAAAAAAAAA..mann im lame..Lmbo

~*Chelsters*~

oh my goodness!!

seroulsly.. i am gunna hurt someone if this dosent stop.. you see people out there Complaining about the stupidest things!!! whitch i seem to do alot these days.. but if your animal dies.. it can be pretty sad.. but i mean after a month.. GET OVER IT!!.. I mean theres some people that are or have been through way worstthen losing a freaking pet!!thjey even could be even Dieing them selfs.. if you can't handle somthing like that.. then i dunno how you can really handle Anything!

and theres two pacfic people that are really getting on my nerves! one always complains,i mean she complains about people who says she complains too much!!!..no wonder people hate her! and the other is really freaking cocky! thinking when she also loses somthing.. shes losing the world.. like a stupid dog or a freaking boyfriend!.. when she caused it.. i mean if i were him! i would break up with her too!! who wouldent! no wonnder she can't keep a boyfriend! and boy they both just TICK me OFF!

not i dont mean to sound you know like them.. but ive learned you really can't complain about every little thing.. i mean there are people out there thats been through way worse they losing a best friend or pet..like losing there lifes,homes,family..that have to face a hole new world by being sent to home after home.. I mean if you can't deal with losin your best friend.. how could you deal with any o that.. yah.. your probably thinking that could never happen to me.. but it could .. as fast as a snap of your fingers..

the point of all this is be lucky with what you have. you may think you have no friends.. and your life sucks because you have no boyfriend.. but if all thats true.. be lucky you have a famlily who loves you.. the friends that are there for you.. a home.. a school.. a life.. just be thankful you have any of that.. i knwo i sure Am..

Okay i feel better!

Later!

Cya!

Chelsey!

haha!! this is me!! dont i look.. like evil!! well.. yah..

This is the only pic i can find of me.. FOR NOW!:):):)

MEEEEEEEEEE

Well, this is a picture of me at my baptism!!:D... Whitch Was.. The Other Day!

Very Exciting!!!:):)

..really eating me up..

You Know what i hate?? I Hate how i can change how teens think.. I mean were out there on chat lines.. just putting ourselfs out there!!.. Asking for Like cyber sex and all that crap whtich is really stupid!!.. yah.. your proabably thinking.. I Dont do that.. but let me tell you.. therews alot that do.. Over HALF of teens today that are my AGE! do cyber sex and worse..I mean we shouldent be asking yet alone putting ourselfs outthere.. ONE!! its wrong.. 2!! You dont even know the person.. you could be talking to some 40 year old man thats ome kind of child mustler or somthing!!.. Now im not saying.. That you should give up that kind of stuff completely.. but we should be more carful.. Play it safe!! Cyber SeX Is Not The Way Its just as bad as the real thing LET ME TELL YOU!!now..thats out of my system!! Time to go get ready for youth group!! Cya!!! Chelsters

I GOT BAPTISED YESTERDAY!!!

Lovely

well today was just like any other..cept this time we went on a feild trip.. its gunna be a pretty busy week! I Have A TON of homework.. plus a TON of events going on!!.. And the pageants 3 days away!.. the dance is in 2! my french things due tomorrow i have a math test tomorrow.. and another project due thrusday plus 1 friday and a test monday!!!!..AND MORE!!!!!!!gee.. you think they would give you a break.. But No!!!... oh well..i g2g.. bye..

holy holy is our god almighty!

.. Isent it great.. he means so much to me!..and this hole time ive been like..stupid.. so its great that.. it finnally kicked in! so.. be there next sunday!! you'll see;).. okay! see you there.. if i dont see you there! i'll put toxic waste on ur lwan!! HAHA!! classic.. BYE Love you!!!

do u ever feel like breakin down

wow..it been one helk of a day.. but now.. im not feeling the greatest..Simple Plan.. It seems like there songs describ how i feel EXACTLY.. like the old classics.. im just a kid.. and untitled.. and welcome 2 my life.. that goes was back!!.. but.. whats the Point of them??.. its not like kids are always feelin that way?? some people just do it for attention.. if you ask me.. i'll stick to the songs.. the happy song and its a wonderful life*(if thats a song??)*.. I Love Simple Plan N All.. I Just Dont Love Them.. All The Time.. KaPeesh??.. Sure.. Now Thats Over With!! Its Taco Time!!.. Well.. Gormet Chicken.. Actually Its A Tv Dinner.. Happy??? cant those like kill you or somthing? ,, i think ill just stick to the many calories junk food!!! Cya!

Lovely Chelsey!:)

well

Im here.. at schoool, bored out of my mind... so im on here!!... lol.. yah.. so anyways... um... yah!... im gunna go.. so yah.. have a hip hoppy day!!.. weird..yes I know!:):)..


chelsey!

happy thursday!!:):):):)

this is the song that describes me most right now and is me!!!!!!!!!!!

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to runT
he night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

*Happy 4.20!*

Hey Y'all!!! Whats Shakin? Ya! much better mood!! I Played soocer today with ashlee and tyler and justin and jacob and a little guy and Tj! Christian too! it was quit enjoyable till stuff happened! so ya! it was pretty fun! And I Finally Lost It Too! .. Me And Ashie Both!! hehe! it was quit enjoyable!! hehe!! wElL I bETTER be offffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHOOOOOOO I'VE FINALLY LOST MY MIND!!:D!!!!!!!lol haaha cya!

PARTYIN IN 2 DAYS!

HAPPY 4.20 2 U!!

I Need Ma Space..

now i love you n all.. but there is just a line that you just had to cross!.. I hate you Always Just Have a say in everything i do.. now.. i know your suppose to be like that but you know me and yu crossed the line anyway.. I'm Sick Of This.. I Love You N All But I Really Need Ma Space N U Jus Aint Givin It To Me!.. Well Srry to cut you off but i must be off with more important things to do..later!

Tomorrow's 4.20!! Wahoo!! Happy Early 4.20!!

Hey hey hey!

today was really boring! .. Thats All Really.. VOLLEY BALL GAME @ GEORGE MONDAY!! WILL WE TRY TO WIN? YES WE WILL TRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 LOL!! hehe! ttyl I Found this poem! really great cya later!

How Far To Heaven-far is it to heaven? Is Heaven in our dreams at night? Or is it when we turn out the light. Is it there on a warm summer's day? Or is it there when you dream the day away. Is it born on a warm summer breeze? Or is it there when the leaves blow on the trees. Is it there when we wake to hear the birds in the morn? Or is it there when the day is long. Is it where the flowers bloom? Or is it when the sky is clear blue. All I know is that Heaven is here on Earth in every breath we take, every sight we see everything we taste, feel, smell & hear. Heaven is near.

A Child's Prayer -Lord, what's in store for me?What will my future hold?Will I be married, and will weLove each other 'till we're old?Will I be successful at work?Will everyone know my name?Or will I be a simple sales clerk,With no claim to fame?Will I ever have kids of my own?Will their tears and laughter touch my soul?Or will I wind up all alone,My heart always broken, never whole?Will I ever get to love, Lord?Will I ever feel that thrill?Will anyone love me back, Lord?Or will that desire be left unfulfilled?But Lord, you'll always be there, right?Please never, ever leave me too.If everything vanished overnightIt would be okay if I still have you.Really, I'm not trying to pry.And I trust you with all my soul.I know I'm just a little child,But, Lord, I really want to know

Hiya!

Why hello there! how lovely of you to join me? well.. this blog is about my everyday life! where i will share my Emotions with the likes of you people! anywho! there Was a volley ball game yesterday! our varsity teams coming off to a great start into the volleyball season! they win both times! congrats girls! JV Has a game next thursday at the school! woot!!!! lol. theres an easter production tonight! Witch is.. Lovely!lol, well.. i better be off!! so nice of you to join me on this lovely friday afternoon!

Chow!

Chelsters!