the well's runnin dry
this is it
i suppose novelty does wear off
i've lost count of the times i said "it's said & done"..
of the times i laughed it off saying "i'm ok"
now i know for realit's high time to be done with that One last cryand put a full stop to all the self deniali know it ain't easy
when smiling feels like I must wear this lonely maskit hurts deep insideand I just cannot hidegod knows why the heart aches like crazy
been running in circles
for the memories left behind
silly fool i am
to still be holding on
you said you'll be there whenever i need you
tell me
where the heck are you now
or was it the words i didn't say
i never thought you'd be so cruel
once my tree my sun
now you're obviously next to nothing
my smile is but a conjured one
what others don't see is the overwhelming pain swelling from within
as i'm writing this
i can't help but berate my naive self
i'm crumbling badly
but you won't know
no i won't allow that
if loving you is all that means to mewhen being happy is all I hope you'd be
then loving you must mean I really have to set you freeit's all or nothingwe'll be one or noneright now you need to know that I cannot begin againafter what just happenedthis ain't no tv showi've given full my heartonly it's completely broke
so,
don't you come around no more
don't come bringing me downtossin' and turnin'my smile's upside downdon't call me on the phonedon't come asking after me
i'm not okay & i don't wish to feign any pretense
though the prayers for you i'll silently keepmark good my wordsi'll walk away for god..shortly after this last cry.