ugh

been awhile since i worte a post like this, and really theres actually been no reason to have posts like this.. cause the past 3 monthes have been happy monthes! .. ive actually had no reason to keep my emotions in.. cause ive felt so happy! but lately.. i feel confused about life.. i dunno where im gonig.. what im fdonig.. and whats gunna happen next.. i feel like an idiot everytime i do some little mistake.. like messing up while reading somthing.. or saying the wrong thing.. it seems like i havent been myself lately.. other people can tell to.. its just not been one of my happyier weeks.. I just dont know what to say anymore.. what to do.. what to feel.. anything

i need a long walk to clear my mind.. or some gum