This World Of Mine

in despair
I desire pain
in my world of darkness
where it always rains
I found love
i lost it.
i found friends
i lost it.
i found pain..
forever it was mine
to gain within time
forever seems nothing
in a hole i dig so deep..
to keep myself from finding
the true me i keep
I wish you could understand
what goes on today
thier digging the grave of new found sins
left so far away..
in this world light came never
i come to find
till my one friend came forever.
to give me love i had to find,
one guy who has always loved me.
since the way i was born
and has always been apart of me.
since i made my life torn
his name is Jesus Christ.
hes My Father.. My Saviour,
And now i know in my life, with him around im safe here,
my dark world has now become light,
i`ll love him in dispite
all those evil things
that i know now satin brings
im know longer in dispair.
wishing my love was there.
cause i knew i had love all around me
as long as he was there
my days are brighter
happy and fun
Because Of My Lord.
who is my sun
because he dided for me
i can be all that I can be
and never have to see..
that face i`d seen so well
happy day with my lord
hes my precious and fighting sword.
always thier by my side.
beating off satin with mighty pride
Im So Happy Now =)

By Chelsey Gilbert;