its running dry.
no more tears
no more sorrows..
yet your still near

I miss you so..
its hard to let go
of the pain i never injusted..
like my heart is permintaly infected..

I need you like a bad habit..

The Toronto Song

I just discovered the best song in the whole wide world! so im gunna post the lyrics! I LOVE THIS SONG!!



I hate the skydome and the CN tower too
I hate Nathan Phillips Square and the Ontario Zoo
The rents too high, the airs unclean
The beaches are dirty, and the people are mean
And the women are big, and the men are dumb
And the children are loopy cause they live in a slum
The water is polluted and the mayors a dork
They dress real bad and they think they're New York
In Toronto, Ontario
(spoken)
You know, I think I hate all of Ontario
Oh ya me too
I hate Thunderbay and Ottawa
Kitchener, Windsor, and Oshawa
London sucks, and the Great Lakes sucks
And Sarnia sucks, and Turkey Point sucks
I took a trip to Ontario, to see Brian in Sarnia
He beat me up and he stole my pants and he put me on a tree
I went to see the Maple Leafs, and got hit in the head with a puck
I don't know even how they did it, i mean i was playing the organ at the time
Ontario, sucks
Yup, actually you know nowI really think about it, i think i pretty much hate every gosh darn province and territory in our country
Well except Albeta
Ya, ya I love Alberta
It's very nice, lots of cows and trees and rocks and dirt
but,
I hate Newfoundland cause they talk so weird
And Prince Edward Island is, too SMALL (haha Dan&Ben!:P)
Nova Scotia's dumb cause its a name of a bank
New Brunswick doesn't have a good mall
Quebec is revolting and it makes me mad
Ontario sucks, Ontario sucks
Manitoba's population density is 1.9 people per square kilometer, isnt that dumb?
Saskatchewan is boring and the people are old
And as for the territories they are too cold
And the only really good thing about the province of British Columbia is that it's right next to us
Cause Alberta, doesnt suck
but Calgary does

.. Leafs!

okay, so heres what i dont get, people lately there not only saying im not a real TML fan anymore, but also that the Toronto Maple Leafs Suck just cause they didn't make the playoffs! now you can say that they suck! but dont ever call me not a real fan! especially if you dont even go for the team! cause you dont know what a real toronto maple leafs fan is unless youve been one, or you are one! Just because im routing for a team during the playoffs, Absoutly does not mean im done with the TMLs forever, Calgary Is a good team and I plan to stcik by them weather im with the Toronto Maple Leafs or Not!! if you dont like that? tough isn't it? .. Yeah.. now with the Toronto Maple Leafs So Called "Sucking" Gosh, its really gotten on my nerves today with all the people coming up to me.. saying" The Toronto Maple Leafs Suck!" goodness, now i know that Lily means.. like they wanna run it in your face or somthing.. its truly annoying how many people seem to do it without you mentioning anything! Gosh.. now that thats outta my system, i feel better..

chelsey

GO FLAMES GO!!

yes, if you read the title, and saw the picture! I am going Calgary until further notice, yes, who knows? maybe it will be a perminent transfer? I highly Doubt that! But im becoming pro when it comes to swiching teams! Ive been doing my reasearch on the Flames!, but so far im not finding anything.... so i will keep you updated! on playoffs and more!!

bye for now,

chelsey..

GO FLAMES GO!!

TML!!!

So Toronto Maple Leafs Probabaly Wont Make The Playoffs, is it the end of thw world, I dont think so.. cause Toronto Maple Leafs Have had a pretty good season! they're not a sucky team, they've just had a sucky goalie that was bringing them down, Ed Belfoure! if it wasent for that "Indurie" that he got.. then the toronto maple leafs would be back there with the Penguins, yes, the Penguins. Im Not Dissin Syndey Crosbey! .. The Pens Will have a good team SOME day.. but that day.. certianlly is not today!! anyway, back to toronto! Now, ever since the Leafs have gotten their neww goalie, Jean-Sébastien.. they have been doing awesome! i think they've only lost like 4 games since then. they're point average has gone up, and games have been actually bareable to watch.. I think personally if they have had Jean-Sébastien from the beggining, then they would be up there with the sens! but as the leafs always say, There always next year, hopefully they'll sign with Jean-Sébastien for awhile, he could take the leafs to the top! who knows.. maybe the leafs will be the stanley cup winners of 2007?? we'll just have to see!

for now, i must be off!

freom your leaf lover friend

chelsey

hehe, me & catly in the Computer lab!

ugh

been awhile since i worte a post like this, and really theres actually been no reason to have posts like this.. cause the past 3 monthes have been happy monthes! .. ive actually had no reason to keep my emotions in.. cause ive felt so happy! but lately.. i feel confused about life.. i dunno where im gonig.. what im fdonig.. and whats gunna happen next.. i feel like an idiot everytime i do some little mistake.. like messing up while reading somthing.. or saying the wrong thing.. it seems like i havent been myself lately.. other people can tell to.. its just not been one of my happyier weeks.. I just dont know what to say anymore.. what to do.. what to feel.. anything

i need a long walk to clear my mind.. or some gum

YO!

hey, well in the past week some stuff has went on! I dyed my hair today.. it has blonde streaks in it! darrells home all week! .. and he was at church today! i notice less and less people seem to come to church lately, usually lily comes,but she was sick today so i was all by myself!!!. oh well, sometimes it can be good.. but yeah! .. something else that went on this week...... i went to jess's on friday and stayed the night! there was hayley,rica,cathreine,emma,jess&me there! it was so fun! yeah, somthing else that went on?? well, dan was home last week and preached at church! and murrays preching april 2nd! woot woot. welll anywho, other then that, ive had school, so i must go finish my project, kay? cya!


much love♥ chelso

March Break!

woot! its march break! and im SO glad! .. cept this one hasent been going my way! Im sick! .. but im still doing my best to enjoy the 9 days off.. yup! I went to a UNB Game Yesterday With Lily, Ashlee, And Mackenzie! .. And other people, yeah! it was funn! but i have never herd ashlee scream so loud in my life!.. well maybe i have?.. anywho! I watched the notebook today.. and suprizenly for the first time.. never actually got around to watching it.. I Also watched harry potter.. IT WAS AWESOME!! .. yeah.. got it on dvd yesterday *woot* .. yupp! thats all that has been going on in my march break! dont think anyone reads this, porbably not, but i post anyway! so goodbye!

chelsey! .

happy march!

Hey Y'all! tomorrow is my blogs birthday! yes sir! if you look back to like a centrey ago when i didn't really have an iteresting life.. it was born march 2nd! whitch is tomorrow! yes! its march and I feel great! basketball season got over yesterday! I think we played a pretty good tournament! I got my first.. *(and last)* point yesterday! whitch made me pretty happy! yes sir! anywho.. volley ball is next! Ive been swamped lately with allota stuff! sceince fair is tomorrow! bowling with the school friday! then March Break! [Finally!].. Before you know it summer will be here and boy i can't wait! summer 06 will be the best for sho!

chelso;

when i go down by relient K

you dont know how much this song resembles me! just read the lyrics

I'll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
The way I'm powerless
To dictate my own moods
I've thrown away
So many things that could've been much more
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works
When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some disregaurd
When I go down
It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
If and when I can
Clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
Into a place where Peace can search me out and find
That I'm so ready to be found
I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
So many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find the end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not that way it works
When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some disregaurd
When I go down
It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
Any control I thought I had just slipped through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet You love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do You make it light
As I exhale I hear Your voice
And I answer You, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's a fallen man's praise
Cause I love You
Oh God, I love You
And life is now worth living
If only because of You
And when they say that I am dead and gone
It won't be further from the truth
When I go down
I lift my eyes to You
I won't look very far
Cause You'll be there
With open arms
To lift me up again
To lift me up again

ola again! .. well this is the "kv cyotes" playing bball at the nackawic tournie! it was funn.. i enjoyed it!!!

peace! *

chellers

ola! well this is me just recently! with my two most favroite things in the WORLD! lol, yes thats right, Pepsi & Toronto Maple Leafs! pretty nice eh! lol

hey!

well I havent written in this for a while, so hello! lol, well how are you fellow readers? I am pretty good right now!!! right now hence, lately has been pretty...weird... hectic if you will, But basketball is the best! out of a hole of 2 games, we've won..one!! yay! at keswick ridge! yay! and stuff.. well i dont know what to write really.. um.. I went to Jessicas birthday party yeaterday, and then i went shopping.. and got a sweater! lol AE ! anywho,yeah, well i best be off!

later

chelso

Pieces* [Sum 41]

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
On my own.
Ahh!
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

Happy New Year!

Well its 2006 and boy im Happy! i celabreated new years awesome! with my friend Jessica! it was great! we had coke and we even got it on camara! lol

im s happy its finally 2006, i can get a new start! and try to achive sme of my "new years resulations" for the year, im looking forward to the new year ahead of me!:)

Well i better be off! Happy 2006 Everyone!

Chelsey

happy

today! i'm gunna put the happy parts of my day!! :D well yesterday was our christmas concert with the church! (BCCOC) And since Dan, aka (spiderdan) Ben. Janelle,& Darrell were home! they came!:D so we all got to see them! (ive missed you guyz!:) )..hahaha.. yeah. anywho! it was all funn! we did the hole christmas cncert thing,i was the sheppard type thing. after has some punch! i drank 2 pints of punch! Lol! great funn.. we laughed and talked and ...i wore my canadien socks.. actually.. they were dans canadien socks.. .. well they were mine. but now dans.. but don't worry dan.. I wished them first!(y) ANYWHO!!!! youth group was just.. a couple minutes ago.. well... like an hour ago.... but... yeah... not that much off eh? WELL MY POINT IS!! we watched a HILARIOUS! video that Dan Brought called BANANAS!!! hahaha.. bananas! .. i thought i was gunna bust my side from laughing i was in to tears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so yeah! its been a great weekend! my moms party was saturday.. yah.. bye

Merry Christmas!!! :)

ugh

its been a while.. im not in a good mood.. at all.. todays been a BAD DAY

the well's runnin dry
this is it
i suppose novelty does wear off
i've lost count of the times i said "it's said & done"..
of the times i laughed it off saying "i'm ok"
now i know for realit's high time to be done with that One last cryand put a full stop to all the self deniali know it ain't easy
when smiling feels like I must wear this lonely maskit hurts deep insideand I just cannot hidegod knows why the heart aches like crazy
been running in circles
for the memories left behind
silly fool i am
to still be holding on
you said you'll be there whenever i need you
tell me
where the heck are you now
or was it the words i didn't say
i never thought you'd be so cruel
once my tree my sun
now you're obviously next to nothing
my smile is but a conjured one
what others don't see is the overwhelming pain swelling from within
as i'm writing this
i can't help but berate my naive self
i'm crumbling badly
but you won't know
no i won't allow that
if loving you is all that means to mewhen being happy is all I hope you'd be
then loving you must mean I really have to set you freeit's all or nothingwe'll be one or noneright now you need to know that I cannot begin againafter what just happenedthis ain't no tv showi've given full my heartonly it's completely broke
so,
don't you come around no more
don't come bringing me downtossin' and turnin'my smile's upside downdon't call me on the phonedon't come asking after me
i'm not okay & i don't wish to feign any pretense
though the prayers for you i'll silently keepmark good my wordsi'll walk away for god..shortly after this last cry.

Hey there!

heyhey! well its been a while sinces ive blogged! nothing really has been happening i just forgot about this thing.. but today I got an email saying someones signed me blog!! And i was like.. what blog?? what.. So yeah!! anywho.. Bye!



GO LEAFS GO!!