Wow..

DUDE!!

I FINALLY FIGURED OUT YOU TUBE!!! SO HERES MY POST YALL!!

for long times

for a long time ive been convincing and convincing.. my parents to get the NHL network, and I FINAL;LY GOT IT!! i just thought i would share that with everyone,



I GOT THE NHL NETWORK!! WAHOO!! :)

well..

okay, last post.. useless, i found Dans lesson thing came at the PERFECT time, cause its becuase of that class i made the decsion i did, so s`all good,

later all
:)chelsey

choices

Choices can be good, choices can be bad, basically one of the only things you really can control, if your a christian like me, Christ is usually the main factor that leads to the choice you make, especially when it comes to relationships, lately i have been faced with this hole relationships thing, and I based a guy i know that likes me on that he was already a christian (whitch is awesome!!), and i thought was great, a realtionship that involves christ always brings people closer. and this guy told me that he was a christian, okay, so far, s`all good, familys nice, friends nice, him nice, then I hear him say some things that *Arent so nice*, this is when my head goes into the red zone, and really this is wear my mind goes all, confused because it could be these 2 possible senarios; senaro 1; hes not perfect, noone is, maybe he just having a hard time right now going into the right direction..we all sin at one point or another, or senario 2; hes not a christian, he lied to me about it and this relationship could go down hill very fast!! either one could be true, i dont know whitch one to believe, ask him about it? i dont wanna entergate him about it! tell him its wrong? telling him its wrong isent gunna make him want a relationship with Christ, maybe im not ready for a relationship, i cant have one just because others think its a good idea, ill leave this work to Gods hands, im hopeing he`ll lead me in the right direction, in the meantime, i dont know what to do

schools

okay, so lately in my head and outside of my head ive been debating about high schools,

Nackawic: nackawic, my sweet nackawic.. so safe, so small.. yet still it doesnt satisfy me and what I want, its such a safe school it seems like the place to go, for about 4 years people have been trying get into my head that nackawics the better school, its better for me. for what i wanna do but really.. i dunno

Leo Hayes; now with leo hayes .. the school ive wanted to go to all along, its big, lots of people. a different atomesphere, not small .. i guess not better for me? i guess the certian people in my life dont think im ready to face a big school like leo hayes? do they not want me to go to STU either cause its WAY to big. well guess what, they`re gunna have to let go of me someday!

the thing is i get influenced evry easily and to tell you the truth ive always wanted to go to leo hayes, but theres something pulling me back.. and i dunno what.. all i know is leo hayes is right for me and i am destined to only dream cause im being pulled back by three things; some unknown force thats magical and mysterious, ;the fact I live in zealand, & my parents.. FRIGG!!! ts is getting me nowhere cause i thought by the end of this post i would know what to do?

until then i have to give nackawic a fair shot..

what do you think? or did i confuse you?

later
chelsey..

Awesome!

why is life so awesome.. CAUSE GOD IS AWESOME AND HE FOREVER LIVES!! i feel like giving praise to the awesome God we Have! I love this world & I love Life & I cant wait for NHS!! :) I love ya all.

chelsey ♥

sucky

well the last 2 days. have SUCKED. im not talking about like bad things have happened, i mean the way ive been acting.

there has been so many times where i have messed up. said the wrong thing, the truth is, i really dont know when to stop! ive been so diciving, kiniving.. hateful the past two days, its NOT funny.. i look at everyones blogs, im so happy that everyone is getting more in touch with God, makes me wanna be better.and i have been better. Ive just screwed up horibly the past two days and im ashamed of myself, so . once again, im back to sqaure one. when ive gone and sinned as bad as i have.. i just feel thankful to have a lord that forgives me so much and everytime i mess up, it helps me get closer&closer to him.. theres Just people that i see and Think, "wow.. there realtionship with God is so.. perfect" then the other side of me says "Chelsey, no-ones relationship with God is PERFECT, they all sin Just Like you do", then im back to reality, and really i feel so greatful i have the youth group i do.. the church i do. & so on and so fourth, i may not be perfect but he loves me anyway,

so im home for today, back off tomorrow. with a new attuide. once again, hopefully this time it`ll come to better use & the Lord will stay by myside like he always does