schools

okay, so lately in my head and outside of my head ive been debating about high schools,

Nackawic: nackawic, my sweet nackawic.. so safe, so small.. yet still it doesnt satisfy me and what I want, its such a safe school it seems like the place to go, for about 4 years people have been trying get into my head that nackawics the better school, its better for me. for what i wanna do but really.. i dunno

Leo Hayes; now with leo hayes .. the school ive wanted to go to all along, its big, lots of people. a different atomesphere, not small .. i guess not better for me? i guess the certian people in my life dont think im ready to face a big school like leo hayes? do they not want me to go to STU either cause its WAY to big. well guess what, they`re gunna have to let go of me someday!

the thing is i get influenced evry easily and to tell you the truth ive always wanted to go to leo hayes, but theres something pulling me back.. and i dunno what.. all i know is leo hayes is right for me and i am destined to only dream cause im being pulled back by three things; some unknown force thats magical and mysterious, ;the fact I live in zealand, & my parents.. FRIGG!!! ts is getting me nowhere cause i thought by the end of this post i would know what to do?

until then i have to give nackawic a fair shot..

what do you think? or did i confuse you?

later
chelsey..