on my knees, for my God

on my knees for my God
to tell him how i truly feel
although he knows my everythought
time with him helps me heal

on my knees for my God
to ask for forgivness
even though to others
doing this is meaningless

on my knees for my God
to show him that i truly care
because when we all should of died
he was the only one that was there

Im on my knees, Right Now, & Forever
To show you that you're the only one for me
to show you that i will never give up on you
to show others the love you gave me
the life you made me
the promise you kept
and that your keeping
I will never Quit
I will praise you in the storm

Thank you Lord, for everything in this world you've ever given me, thank you God, for giving me strength to fight every battle, thank you Lord, for giving me courage to speak everyword i say here, and everywhere, Thank you for you, You died for me, you died, for me! and thats the best gift anyone could recieve, ever lasting life, here, & heaven. Forever!

My Jesus- Todd Agnew

Which Jesus do you follow?
Which Jesus do you serve?
If Ephesians says to imitate Christ,
Why do you look so much like the world?

Cause my Jesus bled and died
He spent His time with thieves
and liars He loved the poor and accosted the arrogant
So which one do you want to be?

Blessed are the poor in spirit
Or do we pray to be blessed with the wealth of this land
Blessed are they that hunger and thirst for righteousness
Or do we ache for another taste of this world of shifting sand
Cause my Jesus bled and died for my sins
He spent His time with thieves and liars
He loved the poor and accosted the rich

So which one do you want to be?
Who is this that you follow?
This picture of the American dream
If Jesus was here would you walk right by on the other side
Or fall down and worship at His holy feet Holy, yeah...

Pretty blue eyes and curly brown hair and a clear complexion
Is how you see Him as He dies for your sins
But the Word says He was battered and scarred
Or did you miss that part? Sometimes I doubt we’d recognize Him
Cause my Jesus bled and died
He spent His time with thieves and the least of these
He loved the poor and accosted the comfortable
So which one do you want to be?
Cause my Jesus would never be accepted in my church
The blood and dirt on His feet might stain the carpet But
He reaches for the hurting and despises the proud and I think He’d prefer
Beale St. to the stained glass crowd
And I know that He can hear me if I cry out loud

I want to be like my Jesus
I want to be like my Jesus
I want to be like my Jesus (hey yeah)
I want to be like my Jesus (oh oh ohhhh)
Not a posterchild for American prosperity, but like my Jesus

You see I’m tired of living for success and popularity
I want to be like my Jesus
but I’m not sure what that means to be like You Jesus
Cause You said to live like You, l
ove like You but then You died for me
Can I be like You Jesus?
I want to be like you Jesus
I want to be like my Jesus

I truly feel that this song is so correct with every word it has.. its kinda obvious what this song means, but i love how it devolps into what he really feels, I wish we all felt like this, that we knew so much that we would understand, I just Love the lyrics of this song.. don't you? =)

Point Of Grace- I choose You

All our mind’s attention
All our heart's affection
Every heart-cry, every rhyme
Everybody’s worshipping something
All our life’s devotion
Has been set in motion
Religions dozen for a dime
Everybody’s worshipping something
Cause that’s what we were made to do
[chorus]
And I choose You
All my attention, affection
And all my devotion’s for You
If everybody’s worshipping something
I choose You
You are beyond conception
Defying definition
And You knew me before time
Centuries of pagans
Idols fill the nations
But You are Lord to me and mine
Everybody’s worshipping something
Cause that’s what we were made to do, oh oh
[chorus]
Before I chose You, You first chose me
I worship You, You alone are worthy
You are worthy
[chorus]
You alone deserve it, all of my worship
Lord, I choose You

Well..

i wont be posting for a heads up.. im pretty bust the next 2 weeks as you could figure out,[=P].. wether its school related or.. not.. but yeah.. so pumped for the holidays!=)<3

PS' I really like this pic=) <<-

The Big Bet Gilby VS Woodcock

BIG GAME TONIGHT!!..

-.-

tis the season in the gilbert household! we got our tree and decorations up today! im pretty happy, everything all day has been cheery and happy, i really do love this season, it has such a joy to it

this post is really short cause im making this on a commerical of the leafs game!!! those things are SHORT!! so.. yes.. goodbye y'all im gunna leave you with the song 'your grace is enough' because really in any case, Gods grace is more then enough isnt it?

Great is Your faithfulness oh God
You wrestle with the sinner's heart
You lead us by still waters and to mercy
And nothing can keep us apart
So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me

Great is Your love and justice God
You use the weak to lead the strong
You lead us in the song of Your salvation
And all Your people sing along
So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise Oh God
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me (x2)

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God Your grace is enough

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me
Your grace is enough
Heaven reaching down to us
Your grace is enough for me God
i see your grace is enough
I'm covered in your love
Your grace is enough for me For me

Dear You

Im sorry, I really am, i dont even need to be, but i dont know what i did wrong, because now you wont even look at me, and it scares me, your my best friend, we atleast you were, you were the only person who understood me, it seems ever since that day, you've been avoiding me, I miss you, and thats stupid, cause i see you everyday, we use to be such good friends, like siblings even, but i guess things have changed since middle school, yesterday you were my best friend, but i guess its tomorrow that brought you away, I guess its my fault for not interacting as much with your "friends" as i should of, I just dont know what to say, Im sorry, we promised we'd always be friends... but I guess a year apart, changes more then I thought it would.. it just.. breaks my heart..

praying for you.. for us.. =(

Video

Hey all, just a video i made.. so.. enjoy =)<3

stained glass masquerade- casting crowns

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

CHORUS
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open

Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay

CHORUS 2x

But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small


Cant this song describe us all at one time or another? isnt there times in this world where we feel so different from everyone else, we feel torn apart, different, just not like everyone else, if your anwser is no, then you are lying to yourself, everyone wants to have a good image, even if the inside its not so great, I think this is song is trying to say that everyone has thier own mask they hide behind, and even with a smile and a good attuide, you can still feel rotten inside, but you don't have to feel rotten inside if you confess to Jesus, he can take all that pain and rotteness away, that really is a good song, it just, touched me.

Somthing Weird!

i love my church, and you know what!! im never gunna get sick of saying that, i love how much i can be apart of my church and be welcomed with open arms everytime i go there, every church is usually like this, but theres Just somthing about the BCCOC that makes me happier, makes me feel proud in, maybe cause the congragation there is so Big, and almost every single one of them make a part of the church, i mean what would the church be without the people? Just a buliding.. because Jesus just doesnt stay in the buliding, i mean he goes with us everywhere we go, right?

Anyway, I was looking at the Word CHURCH .. and how it had the word UR. into. short form of your. (go figure eh?) .. but really got me thinking, how we gotta put the UR back in church, you cant spell Church without UR. which means you cant really run a church without YOU! the people, because its people like the Ministers, Sunday School Teachers, Youth Leaders, And even the people who go there, who make the church what it is, and without UR. your just have Chch. whitch doesnt make much sence does it? I mean we have alot of People helping out and stuff, but there can be more..

well.. maybe thats not so weird, just a little acronum that i thought of, =)

"Lets Put the UR Back In Church People!"

really..

I hate .. absoulty hate feeling sorry for myself, most of all cause when i do, i dont even have a reason! and im just so sick of talking about "feelings" and how I feel and people saying what I should do to fix this problem, or that problem, that arent really problems! because advice is just somthing that I wanna hear from someone else that i already know, i get in a fight, i know i have to make up with them, but it always makes things better by hearing it from another person!

now im not saying its a bad thing, usually its a great thing, im really just sick of it myself, because usually by the end of it im crying or digging myself deeper into a hole of misery and feeling bad for myself. and most of the time i dont even have a really pacific reason, biggest one use to be, that im "depressed" then shortly learned after what being depressed really is, now it kinda bugs me when people who just feel sad say it. cause depressed and sad have not the same meaning what-so-ever

But that is way part my point, my point is that when i use to go to people for advice, i would go to them, but never go to the one who could fix everything cause he has control, Jesus, hes the tuor guide of my life, showing me new things everyday, and showing me the way to his kingdom above, Because Jesus knows everything about you, how you feel, what you see, each breath you take everyday, and greater advice could not be given from anyone else.

chelsey

My Prayer To You

God,
My Almighty Redeemer
I come to you for guidance, for help,
as i have not been the way I should
everyday, you blessme in ways i never knew possible,
yet i still bring upon filth and garbage
i love you, so much
yet whenever i try to grasp your meaing
and always falldown, and get myself hurt,
please father guide me, with your powerful and wonderful hands
help me to understand your word, and help others do the same
please help me with all the pain ive been feeling,
I am so blessed, so blessed it unbelievable,
yet i take your love for granid,
when I truly and really need it,

God, I feel so ashamed,
when I see how ive been acting
thinking depressing thoughts i shouldn't
i just really need to rememeber
I NEED you,
please, help me rememeber that

I thank you so much, for my friends in family
they make me who I am,
and thank you for the "X"
My Church. every Godly blessing you've put upon me,
is why i keep smiling
even when it hurts,
only because i know i have those blessings, and You.

Lord, im yours to take,
your forever in my heart
and im ever so greatful for you
my redeemer,
i love you

your daugther.. your follwer..

chelsey

Sometimes its the little things in our life that makes a big difference, Ive been finding lately its been the little things that matter most, maybe just a hug during welcome time at church, or a friendly face waiting for you by your locker to go to lunch so you wouldent be alone, or even just someone saying that thier praying for you, in a time of need, notice how you can get happier by just knowing someone cares? its really amazing, the need of the human heart is to be understood, so if we just took the time to listen to someone, imagenhow much of a difference that could be, just a little thing like that can do things that you would never know about, when I was in grade 7, All i did was complain about the littlest things, and there was one person that Always listened to me, and helped me, even if it was somthing so dumb! and i felt so happy, and still am, because the person listened to me, it did so many things inside.. and im thankful for him.. and still is, so lesson today! its good to listen! seek first to understand, then be understood! I just thought it was somthing i could talk about =)

amen!

It Sickens Me!

you know what.. It really sickens me! todays socitey, sure, i cant spell soicitey! but it really sickens me how its being brought up! I rememeber when I was a little girl, about 5, those were the good ol days, where i would get up every sunday morning, no distractions, no groaning, and be happy and giddy and excited! to go to church, i wouldent have to worry about anything in the world, and i rememeber alot of Kids that I go to school with or once did, would go to church to, because it seems when your younger, you really either wanna go to church, or you've been brought up that way.

By now your probabaly wondering what this is leading up to? Well this can lead up to alot of things, but I wish that speaking about God or Telling his word wasent such a shameful thing to some, and really why its so shameful is because of the society that these kids, the future generation has been brought up in!

sure, this is also the generation where there are alot of teens coming to God, but its not enough!! it will never be enough! and also its the generation of alot of kids Doing Stupid things, and I wish that i could get in some of the kids head that I meet to see whats so cool to them about smoking a cigarette, or saying the Lords Name in vain, i say congradulations to them for cursing behind their parents back, there now the coolest kid on the block! And really i think that its super cool that your giving your self lung diease, NO! its not okay to smoke, NO! its not okay to swear, people sometimes do this under pressure, but what started thier friends.. or there friends friends? I know this world cant be perfect, but its our job as Gods people to spread his wonderful world, and I really wish people would start seeing it like I do, or any other christian would, If only everyone in the world atleast had a little knowledge of God, so then they wouldent do the things they Did. But I Guess this world would be perfect.. wouldent it?

In Conclusion, I am totally sick of it, and i think alot of people can See where im coming from, and I really dont like how i use to be that person in the corner who would just watch the peers around her say how God isnt real or how the story of him is made up, how mary could still be a virgin and have Jesus was impossible, or how the bible is just another stupid book, i really don't know why i just stood back and took it! and i am ashamed of myself!

ITS TIME TO TAKE A STAND!!

Amen??

How?

how can someone so close to you, cause you so much pain, not like physical pain, but mentally and spirtually,

you wonder why were not as close as we use to be, well really, the fact is that ive drawn away from you by the way you treat me, you wonder why i dont talk to you like i use to, the fact is i dont wanna talk to you like i use to! swearing and cursing and telling me that im useless, that im stupid, to just shut my mouth and not talk? doesnt really help things, its you that makes me feel like crawling into a ball in my room and crying until i choke! or until i run out of tears, its you i go to for self cofidence, for motivatavion, for guidance, for help, and you shoot me down, you shoot me down so bad, and you ask me why i dont talk to you?

and another thing, i really wish that you would listen to what i have to say. Because everytime i try to talk to talk to you or say somthing, it goes in ear and out the other, and when you ask me about somthing later. I tell you i already told you like 2 other times, but then you start yelling at me for not just telling me, or how i lie, or how i just want to pick another fight with you, It just makes me teary when i think about it, because we use to be so close, and we just got so far

Im not trying to make you seem like the bad guy, because there have been times when Ive been the same, i just wish this would stop, really

Ill be praying for our relationship, and hope that you'll realize that the only person you wanna be with is Christ, other then that, i just dont know what to do.

I have a purpose!!

Yes, i Chelsey Gilbert, have a purpose in life!! and so do you!! yes, yesterday i attended Manna 06. and i got such a vibe of enegry from that one day, it just makes me very happy to be a follower of christ, ive never been to keen of trying to spread the word, but now, i feel like thats all i wanna do!! I'm no longer afraid to say invite someone to church like i Use to, I was afraid at one point and now really.. i cant rememeber why!!

all i know is a new vibe and enegry is flowing through me,

oh yes, i went to SNL tonight, and guess what? more inspiration! especailly when the band started singing "in christ alone" as we hit the second to the final verse, tears startedfilling my eyes, it just touched me in so many ways, and i could see that it also inspired many around me, who knew that one verse from a song, could spread so much joy, i think someday that will be my purpose, i hope i am full-filling mine now, or on my way! so happy i am, happy so am i. PRAISE GOD!! =) amen.

oh, and a congrats to jo (alex) who got baptised today!! tehehe! im happy for you man, i hope christ has many good things in store from you, things only get better from here=)

NIGHT FOLKS!

Oh......

further more! since this wont work on my other post, a big congratulations to my friend christian who got baptised today! that is it. later!

joy to the world

I love christmas songs, i really do. they have to be my favourite, not only because there around, that time of year, woohoo! but I think around christmas theres alot more celbrating of the Lord. Ive never really looked at christmas like I Do now, a time of giving and celebrating our holy one, sure i acknowdleged it a little, but never took the time to look at it from a different point a view. When i think of christmas now, i think of the song, Joy to the world, Ive herd this song alot of times. Yet im just starting to get what its really about. so here i will leave you with this song, and hope it gets to you as I. Joy to the world, the Lord is come! Let earth receive her King; Let every heart prepare Him room, And Heaven and nature sing, And Heaven and nature sing, And Heaven, and Heaven, and nature sing. Joy to the world, the Savior reigns! Let men their songs employ; While fields and floods, rocks, hills and plains Repeat the sounding joy, Repeat the sounding joy, Repeat, repeat, the sounding joy. No more let sins and sorrows grow, Nor thorns infest the ground; He comes to make His blessings flow Far as the curse is found, Far as the curse is found, Far as, far as, the curse is found. He rules the world with truth and grace, And makes the nations prove The glories of His righteousness, And wonders of His love,And wonders of His love, And wonders, wonders, of His love. I really like showing how i feel or anything with songs, havent ya noticed? later folklins!;

Less Is More- Relient K

Jesus, I pray
Take all my mistakes
Throw them away
Destroy them for my sake
Jesus, I call out 'cause I'm sorry
Because I fall so short of your glory
To the best of my ability
I'm practicing humility
And I lay myself before
'Cause less is more
All that I have
I lay before
With my pride on the floor
Cause to you less is more
All that I have
I lay before
With my pride on the floor
Cause to you less is more
I pour out myself
All that I am
You love me so much
That you fill me again
And may these words on my heart, on my lips
Somehow mean so much more than this
Jesus, I pray
Know what I'm trying to say
All that I have
I lay before
With my pride on the floor
'Cause to you less is more
All that I have
I lay before
With my pride on the floor
Cause to you less is more
I pour out myself, before you, oh Lord
I hold nothing back, 'cause to you less is more
And may these words on my heart on my lips,
Somehow mean so much more than this
Jesus, I pray
Just know what I'm tryin' to say
Jesus, I plead
Please purify me
Make my heart clean
Drench me with your mercy
Jesus, I pray
I love you, I need you
For the rest of my days
I swear I will seek you
To the best of my ability
I'm practicing humility
And I lay myself before
'Cause less is more.

why

why do i face the same things everyday over&over. yesterday was a new day where i was gunna do this, stay free of that. so on and so fourth, but yet. i find myself into the same habits i was doing before, really. this drives me nuts, when i say im gunna do somthing, i wanna acomplish it. get it done, out of my way. but i Guess with Christ its a HOLE different story, cause i come to find just saying your gunna doing somthing and doing it one day. but not the next, doesnt always work. i guess you just gotta keep working Spirtually and Mentally to keep in a suiteable state of mind, entreges me so.. really does.

short post today..

noone ever comes to this thing, lol. oh well. this thing is for my thoughts anyway!
later! º.

"the one"

hey!! i wrote this song myself and im actually proud of it=) to take a look at`er and tell me what you think=)

Shattered and Broken

words left unsaid

I wanted to show him

whats in my head

this guy that i loved

i over-reacted too fast

put all my energy & time into

somthing that didnt last

oh my gosh! my world is so over.

because of a guy who couldent say sober.

superfical maniac

that i have become

only 14

yet still looking for "the one"

somebody tell me

when i have crossed the line

i fell in love with this guy

who wouldent give me the time

so i wouldn't give up. i had to suceed

cause his girlfriend could never compare to me!

superfical maniac

that i have become

only 14

yet still looking for "the one"

as each guy comes and goes.

i get more and more shattered

but then i stop and realize.

i should of gave my heart to the only guy whos ever mattered

superfical maniac

that i have become

only 14

yet still looking for "the one"

but the ones already here

hes right infront of me

his name is Jesus Christand my heart is for him only

UNB VS STU

wow, AWESOME GAME LAST NIGHT, bowers did wonderful and macintosh did FAN-FRICKIN-ABULOUS! yes, i just said that, it was alot of fun! =) cant wait for the next game! =D

loris i say this to you: =)

thankful

im turning a new leaf! ive decided its time to stop slacking and actually getting around to doing what im suppose to do. I really suck at keeping my self on task with doing stuff like homework or housework.. basically any kind of work! so its time to start keeping myself on track and stop slacking off! If I slack off I wont get anything done and ill be behind and all that sucky.

so I thought slacking off with work is like slacking off spirtually. if you never get around to say praying or reading your bible, even going to church, it suddenly becomes not a number one priorty. Before you know it your lost spirtually and doing things you would of never thought of doing. You should always keep God number one. Im thankful to have a God like him. and that fits in pretty good since its almost thanks giving..

now im going to leave you with a song that really touched me in church today..

amazing love

I'm forgiven because you were forsaken
I'm accepted, you were condemned
I'm alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because you died and rose again
Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, should die for me?
Amazing love, I know it's true
It's my joy to honor you
In all I do, to honor you
You are my King
Jesus, You are my King
You are my King

His love truly is an amazing thing isnt it!:) Praise the Lord On High!

Wow..

DUDE!!

I FINALLY FIGURED OUT YOU TUBE!!! SO HERES MY POST YALL!!

for long times

for a long time ive been convincing and convincing.. my parents to get the NHL network, and I FINAL;LY GOT IT!! i just thought i would share that with everyone,



I GOT THE NHL NETWORK!! WAHOO!! :)

well..

okay, last post.. useless, i found Dans lesson thing came at the PERFECT time, cause its becuase of that class i made the decsion i did, so s`all good,

later all
:)chelsey

choices

Choices can be good, choices can be bad, basically one of the only things you really can control, if your a christian like me, Christ is usually the main factor that leads to the choice you make, especially when it comes to relationships, lately i have been faced with this hole relationships thing, and I based a guy i know that likes me on that he was already a christian (whitch is awesome!!), and i thought was great, a realtionship that involves christ always brings people closer. and this guy told me that he was a christian, okay, so far, s`all good, familys nice, friends nice, him nice, then I hear him say some things that *Arent so nice*, this is when my head goes into the red zone, and really this is wear my mind goes all, confused because it could be these 2 possible senarios; senaro 1; hes not perfect, noone is, maybe he just having a hard time right now going into the right direction..we all sin at one point or another, or senario 2; hes not a christian, he lied to me about it and this relationship could go down hill very fast!! either one could be true, i dont know whitch one to believe, ask him about it? i dont wanna entergate him about it! tell him its wrong? telling him its wrong isent gunna make him want a relationship with Christ, maybe im not ready for a relationship, i cant have one just because others think its a good idea, ill leave this work to Gods hands, im hopeing he`ll lead me in the right direction, in the meantime, i dont know what to do

schools

okay, so lately in my head and outside of my head ive been debating about high schools,

Nackawic: nackawic, my sweet nackawic.. so safe, so small.. yet still it doesnt satisfy me and what I want, its such a safe school it seems like the place to go, for about 4 years people have been trying get into my head that nackawics the better school, its better for me. for what i wanna do but really.. i dunno

Leo Hayes; now with leo hayes .. the school ive wanted to go to all along, its big, lots of people. a different atomesphere, not small .. i guess not better for me? i guess the certian people in my life dont think im ready to face a big school like leo hayes? do they not want me to go to STU either cause its WAY to big. well guess what, they`re gunna have to let go of me someday!

the thing is i get influenced evry easily and to tell you the truth ive always wanted to go to leo hayes, but theres something pulling me back.. and i dunno what.. all i know is leo hayes is right for me and i am destined to only dream cause im being pulled back by three things; some unknown force thats magical and mysterious, ;the fact I live in zealand, & my parents.. FRIGG!!! ts is getting me nowhere cause i thought by the end of this post i would know what to do?

until then i have to give nackawic a fair shot..

what do you think? or did i confuse you?

later
chelsey..

Awesome!

why is life so awesome.. CAUSE GOD IS AWESOME AND HE FOREVER LIVES!! i feel like giving praise to the awesome God we Have! I love this world & I love Life & I cant wait for NHS!! :) I love ya all.

chelsey ♥

sucky

well the last 2 days. have SUCKED. im not talking about like bad things have happened, i mean the way ive been acting.

there has been so many times where i have messed up. said the wrong thing, the truth is, i really dont know when to stop! ive been so diciving, kiniving.. hateful the past two days, its NOT funny.. i look at everyones blogs, im so happy that everyone is getting more in touch with God, makes me wanna be better.and i have been better. Ive just screwed up horibly the past two days and im ashamed of myself, so . once again, im back to sqaure one. when ive gone and sinned as bad as i have.. i just feel thankful to have a lord that forgives me so much and everytime i mess up, it helps me get closer&closer to him.. theres Just people that i see and Think, "wow.. there realtionship with God is so.. perfect" then the other side of me says "Chelsey, no-ones relationship with God is PERFECT, they all sin Just Like you do", then im back to reality, and really i feel so greatful i have the youth group i do.. the church i do. & so on and so fourth, i may not be perfect but he loves me anyway,

so im home for today, back off tomorrow. with a new attuide. once again, hopefully this time it`ll come to better use & the Lord will stay by myside like he always does

hey y`all

well well well.. well since it hasent been too long since i last posted i cant start off by saying its been forever since i did, so .. yeah, eventuful week i guess. school starts in a number of days. im gunna leave this post short since im BEAT from moving my sister into her neew apartment and I went to "Worship in the square" tonight, it was awesome worship..i never got any good pictures so i cant show you any so check the joy fm website and see them there! www.joyfm.ca .. yeah, there probabaly not on there yet since it was just tonight.. yeah, this was suppose to be short so bye losers i cant believe you check this thing. lol . i mean, bye love you all have a great night :)

oh the wonderful cross;

today, i herd an awesome message from an amazing guy.. not only dan foreman himself, but Our AMAZING Lord&Savoiur..you see, the last few years ive been blessed to beable to hear various ministers preach in different places. i finally thought i was ready to be with christ in his wonderful glory, but the truth is, im never gunna be fully ready for our Awesome God, no-ones ever gunna be ready for him.. as dan pointed out, so this all made me do alot of thinking today.. about my life.. and how i having been paying enough attention to god as i should of, im more scared for high school.. different atmosphere.. different people, had a hard Enough time at KV keeping close to Jesus..so, i have decided to join CSF! a christian thing at NHS! it makes me super pumped for high school now cause now i can be in a christian atmosphere in high school & make christian friends!

im so happy to have a God Like we do.. were all so blessed people, makes life a happy thing. June 26th 2005 i made the best descison .. & ill keep working from there, nothing in life is easy if you dont truly try your hardest to work for it, like God. you dont have to work for him, you just gotta do the best you can to love him with all your heart, all your soul, all your mind and all yourself, thank you Dan for Gods message today. you really brought God closer to my heart. so from now on, Jesus is my number one proitory; now i must go upload the awesome music of the wonderful creator himself! later my people! God bless

HEY!!

Anyone know how to use YOU-TUBE?? Let me know:) Thanks!

SWEET VIDEO

VBS

ah what a wonderful thing VBS is.. only the third day but so far its going wonderful! i love working with kids, it makes my day giving them an interest in God.. some more then others, but it still gives me a satisfaction at the end of the day.. as ive told you three times before im with the awesome.. not so awesome Murray & Valerie Spencer! going good.. kids are good, we laugh, have fun, drink smurf juice. all the wonderful things of VBS.. since theres nothing else to post about, ill leave you with a couple pictures from VBS!! tata for now..


Ps; dan, your............ "spidey-tastic"

HNIBC

well tonight was the last edition of Hockey Night In Burtts Corner, we had a few new people come tonight for this awesome night. Ben Foreman was a good edition to one of the teams, there wasent as many Young people come out so we divied the people we had and made a good night of hockey! i had to say goodbye to my offical refs whistle hugo since he belongs to darrell, but next summer im gunna be even better then this one!

since HNIBC is offically over, that only means one thing.. : its getting closer to school starting again! ahh! mixed emotions, im both THRILLED and NERVOUS for the high school .. one of those geekyy kind of things. im sure it will be awesome, i cant believe summer is almost over already! it feels like its just beggining, well ive certiannly have had alot of fun, during the summer is usually the time when i get more in touch with my church & stuff and focous on stuff more of that matter.. and of course hockey!! Pumped to see ST. THOMAS TOMMIES & the UNB VARSITY REDS to play :D until then, i must be offf

chelsey gilbert;

YAY!!

NEW POST FOR EVERYONE!! YAY!! okay.. so Maybe i have a little too much energry.. BUT IM SO PUMPED FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK!!!! Girls night wednesday.. HNIBC Thursday .. youth group sleepover friday.. YAY!! And super pumped to run a VBS Site!! With MURRAY!! ON SUNDAY!!..and monday.. tuesday..wednesday.. & thursday!!! woot!! oh the wonders god does, im so happy!! and not bored.. YAY!! well i must be off to spead joy to all the little children..

ps; i like rainbows. :)

well..

well im forced to make a new post so my profile will flippin update! so new post it is, not much going on in my humble life, hockey is awesome as usual and my passion for God is growing bigger everyday, VBStress is right around the corner & im pumped to be on a site with Murray & Valerie! Yess! I went camping this weekend at Old Home Week and the most interesting part was sleeping, oh and the DIRBY ROCKED!! .. i just love watching those cars bump into eachother until thier torn to pieces in a bunch of mud, it just intertains me, oh yes, and im also pumped for thursday! HNIBC, thats going along smoothly, want anymore details check the site! well other then that theres 29 more days till School starts.. so bye!! rememeber as mighty joesph would say "Keep your stick on the ice! & Dont Eat Yellow Snow!"

chel

i am .. happy!

yes, this is my little creation, lol. tomorrow night is once again hockey night in burtts corner, different feelings about it this time, i feel a little more confident then i was last time i posted about hockey night in BC, cause last time went smoother and that was a big weight off of my shoulders.. haha, it seems thats all i post about on here lately eh? dont worry, somthing more interesting then this comes up, i will let you know! anyone who checks my blog i say hello!

im estatic for woodstock next week, a familt traditon, sweet eh! well now i must be off, i will see you all at HOCKEY NIGHT IN BC!! anyway..

-- ``gilbErt]]

Video Hosting - Upload Video - Video SharingViedo #2 from floor hockey, darrell dilebertly pushing down christian, lol

Video Hosting - Upload Video - Video SharingViedo of christian&darrell "fighting" in floor hockey thursday night..

see over to the right, this is my offical refs whistle! im pumped for tonight.. but not in a way.. im afraid im gunna end up forgetting everything i learned like last time! seemed like i didnt even open that imagainary ref book of mine and even take a glance at them! this time i hope to be a little more prepared.. but thats all i have to say.. now i must go prepare for such an event..

HNITWPBC

MURRAY!!! This guys gunna make it far I tell you

Lucass.. now when it comes to Penalty Minutes He Comes In Second Place.. I still dont have a hockey nickname for this one yet!

Me trying to break up a fight staged by haines (no suprize) grahm.. and Lucas!! lol. what fun we have beating on eachother.. fakely

christian giving his "coaches corner" with Jacob Ebbett saying how wonderful i was being the ref of my first game and how i did such a good job!
well heres my wonderful post. HNITAPBC. stands for hockey night in the wonderful place burtts corner!! yupp yupp, hockey! before such an event i was pumped the week before to be the ref of this hole ordeal, well.. i came out alive; lol. i cant say my first experice was good.. but its one ill never forget .. first time ive reffed floor hockey.. ever! but yes i cannot wait until next time so then i can get er dun!! well thats all i have to say other then look out! cause next time ill be better then ever! later

gilbeeert` (the hockey ref!) hehe

pics from such an event..

Good Day!

well today has been a good day! (hence the title!) .. i went to work and i tell you.. when i get older.. one of those people who tear up carpets for a living is not one of my carrer choices in mind! .. so your probably still wondering what i did today arent you? if you havent clued in.. a tore up a carpet! from a floor! in an apartment! in a neighbourhood! in a town.. that is frederction.. which beside keswick.. which is beside burtts corner .. whitch is beside zealand.. whick is beside hainesville.. anywho! yes.. tearing up a carpet.. doesnt sound like a funn thing eh? it is if you get PAID!!:) .. yes! i enjoy getting money! cause also today i had a taste of heaven.. its called.. "the bacon mushroom melt" .. yes.. this is coming from the girl who wouldent dare to look at one yet alone try one in PEI 2 monthes ago cause she thought mushrooms were groos! boy was I wrong!!! i tell the truth when i say if you havent tryed one you are sure missing out! that was probabaly the best part of my day.. other then when i got paid.. life is good!! and so is hockey! go leafs go! first pratice game october 20th! also! i discovered how to get that weekly newsletter on nhl.ca! boo ya! more hockey news for me! anyway.. im beat.. so im off to bed! later

well the other day i met the cutest dog in the hole world!! he is SOOOOOO Adorable!! his name is chance and i love this little dog! he loves strangers and has a need for attention! i think this dog would be awesome at a hockey goalie cause he wont let anything get past him! i can see him being the next minature airbud! yeah! thats right, airbud! anywho, i`d thought i'd blog about this wonderful little dog! cya next time..

my ponder for today..

have you ever had two of your best friends get into a fight then you end up being in the middle of the fight.. and you only seem to feel that way cause one friend blocked the other.. and the other friends telling you to tell stuff to friend #1.. well.. i got put in this positon.. sometimes i wonder why fights start.. im not usually that kinda fight starter.. so today i learned how fights do start! by one person telling someone somthing that they did or said.. then the other person getting mad and saying somthing that could be offensive to the other person! before ya know it your in this hour long conversation fighting about absoutly nothing and the other person is threating to jump out in front of a car!.. luckly i took control of the situation and it went up.


today I come to you bloggers today with the question; what makes people say that they wanna committe suicide? does it come from some person long ago that just wasent happy.. my opinion; suicide is not a thing that is worth throwing your life away. and it really amazes me how some people i noticed say it just for the attention! if you ask me; saying it is not somthing to be proud of.. if a person really thinks that i mean dont you think they should get some help. i have a little cousin that when she doesnt get somthing write says shes gunna kill herself! I mean the term is getting used so lightly that even children are starting to use the term like as if it was okay. but the thing is its not okay and that bothers me!

later

chelsey;

- NEW POST

i first like to say that i fully agree with the picture above:P i have been forced by a person that sucks to post in my blog!:P so here it is! wonderful day today actually, got up at 1.. did nothing till 4.. went shopping blah blah blah.. and so on .. well i have nothing else to write.. This post sucks! i hope your happy joesph! "i think i have the best hockey team when really i dont cause lori does!" roy.. well thats all I have to say! chow amigos!

This World Of Mine

in despair
I desire pain
in my world of darkness
where it always rains
I found love
i lost it.
i found friends
i lost it.
i found pain..
forever it was mine
to gain within time
forever seems nothing
in a hole i dig so deep..
to keep myself from finding
the true me i keep
I wish you could understand
what goes on today
thier digging the grave of new found sins
left so far away..
in this world light came never
i come to find
till my one friend came forever.
to give me love i had to find,
one guy who has always loved me.
since the way i was born
and has always been apart of me.
since i made my life torn
his name is Jesus Christ.
hes My Father.. My Saviour,
And now i know in my life, with him around im safe here,
my dark world has now become light,
i`ll love him in dispite
all those evil things
that i know now satin brings
im know longer in dispair.
wishing my love was there.
cause i knew i had love all around me
as long as he was there
my days are brighter
happy and fun
Because Of My Lord.
who is my sun
because he dided for me
i can be all that I can be
and never have to see..
that face i`d seen so well
happy day with my lord
hes my precious and fighting sword.
always thier by my side.
beating off satin with mighty pride
Im So Happy Now =)

By Chelsey Gilbert;

More Pics From Celbration 2006!

i just thought i`d let y`all know that this dan`s car

that had the shortage in the horn! hahaha, too funny

wonderful throw made by randy!


my daily post.. why not post pics from the best weekend/birthday ive had.. ever!!! so enjoy the wonderful pics!

chelseys summer so far? has only had one good event. now im just waiting for the next big thing to hit me by suprise. i really wish i had a job. somthing to do. a life maybe? so then i wouldent spend all summer.. everyday.. every hour.. checkin the youth group blog! cause unless dan decides to post every hour of everyday.. i dont think i will get far!

I think that i am awesome when it comes to throwing a football! im getting better & better! next step.. learning to play football! and then i will be great. and then i will beat Dan!! or Mackenzie!! cause i dont think Joesph & Christian Will Make It Past Me!:P again, I will be ready for next week.. watch out.. mackenzie! if your there.. joesph.. darrell.. christian.. and any other person .. oh! and Lori..

I know this post really isnt entertaining.. but piczo`s down.. Im bored.. its 12;46 and night and this is about as interesting as it will get!

Later

Chelsey "I Go For The Greatest Hockey Team And Alex Doesn`t" Gilbert

well..

everybodys updating there blogs so i thought i might as well too, well i must start off by saying that i actually had a good time at great bear this year! i have to say though it wasent the same as last year! atleast this year i came back with only a regular sunburn! =) lol. so anyways, other wonderful and exciting fantastic events? .. Summer so far has been awesome and i have to say my favourite part has been the X. for once im looking forward to every monday! macaronni mondays sounds Interesting, lol. ill have to look into that. and i totally cannot wait for the summer ahead!

Woot! Im Pumped for tonight for im going camping at the wonderful greatbear! ^ hence the picture above, im totally pumped to be out there even though the weather isnt promising, well anywho.. thats all i really have to say

happy early Canada day!

its about time ive gotten some time for myself today.. this weekend ive been going non-stop with summer fest stuff. ive hadalot of fun helping out & everything but im beat. yesterday was the Sunday School Picnic & dan&Janelle were there! it was so great to see them again! oh, & not to mention our very own Ashlee Albright Won Miss Keswick Valley!! all that wonderful stuff!! not to mention the leafs are keeping rayclaw or however you spell that! and hahaha the Flames probabaly wont do so well this year considering that they drafted a guy who can barley see!!! so im happy with that, better chanced for the leafs this year! there lookin stong for the next stanley cup winners!!

thats all for now

.. another boring friday, well. its not everyday i take the day off from school, but im totally pumped for the next two weeks!! June seems to be my busiest monthe, so im pumped! im certianlly pumped for the MKVP! (miss kesiwck valley pageant!) and the grade 8 farewell next thursday! the dance bext wednesday! & all that other funn stuff.. so pumped that its my last year at Keswick Valley. And I Say. GOOD RIDENCE! sure maybe ill miss it in the future but after 9 years at that place! I cannot wait to get out!

WOOT! im so pumped for the monthe ahead! aspecially for the fact that OILERS are so gunna win the Stanley Cup, No matter what lori sais. i still believe in them 110%! so *two thumbs up* for the oilers! & pepsi! and the fact that the leafs are great at golf! =)

thats all for now

.. my last chance .. by me

your gone,
your gone for good.
I dont feel as happy as i should
since you were a waste of time
i thought it was easy
love poems & songs are just to cheesy
for what im about to say
i say it once more each day.
that if i had one last chance
to save that one last dance.
on that one last day
when the memoiries fade away
when people finally keep thier promises
you might as well say thier perfect
cause im just a defect
for that one true love
and its my last chance
to finally show you how much you mean to me
in my heart so deep
with the secerts i keep
there is where ill long for you
wishing for one last chance

woot!

1. hey, hello. bonjour! greetings! g`day! well, i personally think my last post was very inspiring, so if you havent read it. do so. it wont take you long, but Anywho! yes, very interesting monthe its gunna be. i`m so looking forward to this net week. and the next. and the next. till FINALLY! NO SCHOOL!! YESSSSSSSS *shakes arm up&down 2 times.* i really am Pumped to go to Nackawic High School!. now, im just gunna assume that either Dan, Or Loris, is gunna read this. note that they either went to.. or is going to. leo hayes. so yeah. not many nackawic fans around here these days.. cheeseheads.. nackawic rocks! so anyways! news that people are interested in.. Dan&Janelles Weddddddddings On Saturdaaayyy!!! . yes i did feel the need to highlight thier names, and no there is no prolbems,and im gunna stopp talking like this, wait. typing. yes, if you are still reading this, Why? probably cause you felt like you had to read the hole thing, but if i were you i would of stoped at the "spiderdan&janelle" part, 39343. what? exactly. so yes! WAIT! another thing. if you dont already know i am going to tell you cause i have the POWER!! yes!!! the pageant is on the 22nd so if your not dan... or janelle. I am assuring that anyone and everyone that reads this post will be in the front row! or the back row! it starts at 7! yay! so yes, i am going to stop talking! just like I rock at making bacon. so or-a-voa!<<(goodbye)
3. chels;

Pics From Celebration 06!

not quite sure..
YEAH LORIS!!!! YOU DO!!...... that
Celebrate Good Food Com`on!

haha Joesph/Spiderdan!^^

SKUNK!!!
Me/Loris

Alex.. Eating.. Some Thing??

Justin Bowers

Incase you did not know, ^^ up there is my favroite player of all time, justin bowers, he was the captian of the woodstock subway slammers. he was #9, this young man was born in Halifax Novia Scotia On February 3rd, 1985. Justin Bowers Stands At 5'11 & weighs 174. you can tell im right into him and the hockey he plays! i love going to thier hockey games to see him play, up there thats justin bowers getting the "highest amount of points scored" or whatever you call it, award! he also got MVP! alone with Lachlan MacIntosh! so basically. I think hes the best hockey player in the world, he rocks, my Point of this? techinally, there is no point! But just to let y`all know, hes switching to St.Thomas Team In The Fall, so if you plan on going to an STU game! sure enough, you will probabaly see me there in the front row! Count on it!

Chels`;

Go Bowers Go!

WOOT!

this weekend has been one of the best so far

it really opened my eyes. Celebration 2006 ROCKED OUT LOUD! that is all I have to say

chels;

happy birthday to me! =)

Go My Favourite Sports Team!

wow..

mornin` y'all! hows she goin? been awhile since i wrote a post like this, really there hasent been as many interesting things as i think there are! but there are a few that are happening! =) like for example! Im going to a youth confrence in PEI this FRIDAY!!.. im super pumped for whats gun` be happin! .. My Birthday Is Offically In 5 Days! and I think that everyone has the right to be excited for this event. so don`t forget! also.. DANS AND JANELLE ARE GETTING MARRYED!! if i dont sound anymor estatic then it already seems.. I am pretty excited!! Im sure they are too! and every other person who can breathe.. Yes!! Pretty Exciting. So Anywho! thats all the wonderful events going on in my life! Ill make sure to keep you posted!

Chels;

its running dry.
no more tears
no more sorrows..
yet your still near

I miss you so..
its hard to let go
of the pain i never injusted..
like my heart is permintaly infected..

I need you like a bad habit..

The Toronto Song

I just discovered the best song in the whole wide world! so im gunna post the lyrics! I LOVE THIS SONG!!



I hate the skydome and the CN tower too
I hate Nathan Phillips Square and the Ontario Zoo
The rents too high, the airs unclean
The beaches are dirty, and the people are mean
And the women are big, and the men are dumb
And the children are loopy cause they live in a slum
The water is polluted and the mayors a dork
They dress real bad and they think they're New York
In Toronto, Ontario
(spoken)
You know, I think I hate all of Ontario
Oh ya me too
I hate Thunderbay and Ottawa
Kitchener, Windsor, and Oshawa
London sucks, and the Great Lakes sucks
And Sarnia sucks, and Turkey Point sucks
I took a trip to Ontario, to see Brian in Sarnia
He beat me up and he stole my pants and he put me on a tree
I went to see the Maple Leafs, and got hit in the head with a puck
I don't know even how they did it, i mean i was playing the organ at the time
Ontario, sucks
Yup, actually you know nowI really think about it, i think i pretty much hate every gosh darn province and territory in our country
Well except Albeta
Ya, ya I love Alberta
It's very nice, lots of cows and trees and rocks and dirt
but,
I hate Newfoundland cause they talk so weird
And Prince Edward Island is, too SMALL (haha Dan&Ben!:P)
Nova Scotia's dumb cause its a name of a bank
New Brunswick doesn't have a good mall
Quebec is revolting and it makes me mad
Ontario sucks, Ontario sucks
Manitoba's population density is 1.9 people per square kilometer, isnt that dumb?
Saskatchewan is boring and the people are old
And as for the territories they are too cold
And the only really good thing about the province of British Columbia is that it's right next to us
Cause Alberta, doesnt suck
but Calgary does

.. Leafs!

okay, so heres what i dont get, people lately there not only saying im not a real TML fan anymore, but also that the Toronto Maple Leafs Suck just cause they didn't make the playoffs! now you can say that they suck! but dont ever call me not a real fan! especially if you dont even go for the team! cause you dont know what a real toronto maple leafs fan is unless youve been one, or you are one! Just because im routing for a team during the playoffs, Absoutly does not mean im done with the TMLs forever, Calgary Is a good team and I plan to stcik by them weather im with the Toronto Maple Leafs or Not!! if you dont like that? tough isn't it? .. Yeah.. now with the Toronto Maple Leafs So Called "Sucking" Gosh, its really gotten on my nerves today with all the people coming up to me.. saying" The Toronto Maple Leafs Suck!" goodness, now i know that Lily means.. like they wanna run it in your face or somthing.. its truly annoying how many people seem to do it without you mentioning anything! Gosh.. now that thats outta my system, i feel better..

chelsey

GO FLAMES GO!!

yes, if you read the title, and saw the picture! I am going Calgary until further notice, yes, who knows? maybe it will be a perminent transfer? I highly Doubt that! But im becoming pro when it comes to swiching teams! Ive been doing my reasearch on the Flames!, but so far im not finding anything.... so i will keep you updated! on playoffs and more!!

bye for now,

chelsey..

GO FLAMES GO!!

TML!!!

So Toronto Maple Leafs Probabaly Wont Make The Playoffs, is it the end of thw world, I dont think so.. cause Toronto Maple Leafs Have had a pretty good season! they're not a sucky team, they've just had a sucky goalie that was bringing them down, Ed Belfoure! if it wasent for that "Indurie" that he got.. then the toronto maple leafs would be back there with the Penguins, yes, the Penguins. Im Not Dissin Syndey Crosbey! .. The Pens Will have a good team SOME day.. but that day.. certianlly is not today!! anyway, back to toronto! Now, ever since the Leafs have gotten their neww goalie, Jean-Sébastien.. they have been doing awesome! i think they've only lost like 4 games since then. they're point average has gone up, and games have been actually bareable to watch.. I think personally if they have had Jean-Sébastien from the beggining, then they would be up there with the sens! but as the leafs always say, There always next year, hopefully they'll sign with Jean-Sébastien for awhile, he could take the leafs to the top! who knows.. maybe the leafs will be the stanley cup winners of 2007?? we'll just have to see!

for now, i must be off!

freom your leaf lover friend

chelsey

hehe, me & catly in the Computer lab!

ugh

been awhile since i worte a post like this, and really theres actually been no reason to have posts like this.. cause the past 3 monthes have been happy monthes! .. ive actually had no reason to keep my emotions in.. cause ive felt so happy! but lately.. i feel confused about life.. i dunno where im gonig.. what im fdonig.. and whats gunna happen next.. i feel like an idiot everytime i do some little mistake.. like messing up while reading somthing.. or saying the wrong thing.. it seems like i havent been myself lately.. other people can tell to.. its just not been one of my happyier weeks.. I just dont know what to say anymore.. what to do.. what to feel.. anything

i need a long walk to clear my mind.. or some gum

YO!

hey, well in the past week some stuff has went on! I dyed my hair today.. it has blonde streaks in it! darrells home all week! .. and he was at church today! i notice less and less people seem to come to church lately, usually lily comes,but she was sick today so i was all by myself!!!. oh well, sometimes it can be good.. but yeah! .. something else that went on this week...... i went to jess's on friday and stayed the night! there was hayley,rica,cathreine,emma,jess&me there! it was so fun! yeah, somthing else that went on?? well, dan was home last week and preached at church! and murrays preching april 2nd! woot woot. welll anywho, other then that, ive had school, so i must go finish my project, kay? cya!


much love♥ chelso

March Break!

woot! its march break! and im SO glad! .. cept this one hasent been going my way! Im sick! .. but im still doing my best to enjoy the 9 days off.. yup! I went to a UNB Game Yesterday With Lily, Ashlee, And Mackenzie! .. And other people, yeah! it was funn! but i have never herd ashlee scream so loud in my life!.. well maybe i have?.. anywho! I watched the notebook today.. and suprizenly for the first time.. never actually got around to watching it.. I Also watched harry potter.. IT WAS AWESOME!! .. yeah.. got it on dvd yesterday *woot* .. yupp! thats all that has been going on in my march break! dont think anyone reads this, porbably not, but i post anyway! so goodbye!

chelsey! .

happy march!

Hey Y'all! tomorrow is my blogs birthday! yes sir! if you look back to like a centrey ago when i didn't really have an iteresting life.. it was born march 2nd! whitch is tomorrow! yes! its march and I feel great! basketball season got over yesterday! I think we played a pretty good tournament! I got my first.. *(and last)* point yesterday! whitch made me pretty happy! yes sir! anywho.. volley ball is next! Ive been swamped lately with allota stuff! sceince fair is tomorrow! bowling with the school friday! then March Break! [Finally!].. Before you know it summer will be here and boy i can't wait! summer 06 will be the best for sho!

chelso;

when i go down by relient K

you dont know how much this song resembles me! just read the lyrics

I'll tell you flat out
It hurts so much to think of this
So from my thoughts I will exclude
The very thing that
I hate more than everything is
The way I'm powerless
To dictate my own moods
I've thrown away
So many things that could've been much more
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works
When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some disregaurd
When I go down
It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
If and when I can
Clear myself of this clouded mind
I'll watch myself settle down
Into a place where Peace can search me out and find
That I'm so ready to be found
I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
So many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find the end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not that way it works
When I go down
I go down hard
And I take everything I've learned
And teach myself some disregaurd
When I go down
It hurts to hit the bottom
And of the things that got me there
I think, if only I had fought them
Any control I thought I had just slipped through my hands
While my ever-present conscience shakes its head and reprimands me
Reprimands me
Then and there I confess
I'll blame all this on my selfishness
Yet You love me
And that consumes me
And I'll stand up again
And do so willingly
You give me hope, and hope it gives me life
You touch my heavy heart, and when you do You make it light
As I exhale I hear Your voice
And I answer You, though I hardly make a noise
And from my lips the words I choose to say
Seem pathetic, but it's a fallen man's praise
Cause I love You
Oh God, I love You
And life is now worth living
If only because of You
And when they say that I am dead and gone
It won't be further from the truth
When I go down
I lift my eyes to You
I won't look very far
Cause You'll be there
With open arms
To lift me up again
To lift me up again

ola again! .. well this is the "kv cyotes" playing bball at the nackawic tournie! it was funn.. i enjoyed it!!!

peace! *

chellers

ola! well this is me just recently! with my two most favroite things in the WORLD! lol, yes thats right, Pepsi & Toronto Maple Leafs! pretty nice eh! lol

hey!

well I havent written in this for a while, so hello! lol, well how are you fellow readers? I am pretty good right now!!! right now hence, lately has been pretty...weird... hectic if you will, But basketball is the best! out of a hole of 2 games, we've won..one!! yay! at keswick ridge! yay! and stuff.. well i dont know what to write really.. um.. I went to Jessicas birthday party yeaterday, and then i went shopping.. and got a sweater! lol AE ! anywho,yeah, well i best be off!

later

chelso

Pieces* [Sum 41]

I tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.
On my own.
Ahh!
I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along.
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own.

Happy New Year!

Well its 2006 and boy im Happy! i celabreated new years awesome! with my friend Jessica! it was great! we had coke and we even got it on camara! lol

im s happy its finally 2006, i can get a new start! and try to achive sme of my "new years resulations" for the year, im looking forward to the new year ahead of me!:)

Well i better be off! Happy 2006 Everyone!

Chelsey